Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hey, i don’t know what’s happeneing, i feel confused…
Here, can you give me a solution…
I am 15 years, soon entering college…
Last year that is in 9th class i changed school…
My mother has a best frnd … Her daughter is studying in that school…
So on first day i went to school with that girl…
First, about myself, i am popular in last school as per my studies… As i joined my new school i became more and more popular because of my speech skills, stage skills and study skills… As about my character from my childhood to till now i have no friends, i was like i will do my work and go home, i don’t talk to anyone, i always be the first one to sleep in class etc…
I used to go to last bench and sleep there… Teachers won’t scold me because i am good with my academics … In new school, i became friends with teachers just in few days… But i can’t get used to students…
My mother used to push me to make new friends and a boyfriend…
I used to yell at my mom everyday…
But as we are studying 9th grade, i became close to her… Because my mom used to push me to go picnics with her… There are days when my mom used to ask her to stay at my home for few days… I used to act with her because if i don’t my mother will directly dig a hole…
But as we are reaching 10th we grew closer because i don’t the reason… I stopped acting…
I only used to be close with her at home… At school as i always be less talkative and sleep , i didn’t pay much attention…
And one day teacher changed our class places and told me to not sleep because other students complained about it…
They made me sit next to her in first bench…
Days passed as i don’t sleep anymore i used to listen to lessons and then sit Simply… Then we started talking… Slowly we started talking in school too…
She always used to ask me about sums, explanation for lessons etc…
One day, teachers are in a meeting for whole afternoon and all students went to play in ground and the school gate was closed…
But she and me remained in classrooms as i want to sleep and she wants to write notes…
I slept on bench…
She first catch my hand i thought it was okay… And she started touching my face with her fingers, she was gently running her fingers around my face… I didn’t say much…
After she was so close to me and i opened eyes… Soon i got attracted to her in that situation i didn’t say anything to her… She was taking her hand down my face to my neck… She started removing my first button but i stopped it and then i thought we are both girls…
I left that bench and slept on another one… After few minutes she came near me… As i opened my eyes she started keeping her face near me…
I left something… She went my back and caught my hip from back and i felt tangled… She removed my first button from back and started touching my neck with her lips… Soon we started touching each other but as she started removing my coat i felt uneasy and left the class.
She came behind me and told she love me very much… I started confusing…
I just told i don’t love you but just attracted to you…
Then she said i will make you mine over all the boys who love you…
I said you can’t because we are still children and love won’t work out with me… I will just enjoy my life and never be commited…
She told then enjoy with me…
I told no, we are not at correct age to do that…

From next day, i stopped contacting and talking to her, i also told my mother to not talk about her and my love life…

All ended but i still doubt if i like girls Or it’s just attraction…