Hey, I broke up with my ex because he cheated on me. 
Just got to know.....that he's getting married next month. I'm feeling so heartbroken.

Accha hi hai.....let that jerk go and find yourself a prince charming

'Good riddance' 
Life has better things and people in store for you. ❤

Been in the exact same situation. Hope the guy is also not same 😅. Just kidding
Be brave girl, good things are yet to come. 

Why do you feel heartbroken? He cheated on you and  I guess that is enough for you not to give a damn about him.

Hope

I feel terrible.
Today is father's day. 
My dad hasn't been acting like a real dad for sometime (always fixating on the computer, trying to make stuff and breaking it, being angry at nothing 
and nothing goes right and just spending all his time doing something he knows won't work. And while he's busy with that he forgets his girlfriend and me and gives us 0 attention.) And today he texted me hinting it's father's day. Well I don't celebrate that... Ever since things went downhill family wise I just don't wanna celebrate those stupid days. I called him asking what the text was for he said "well it's a special day..." I sighed, of course. "I don't want to force you or anything, but your sister sent a message and I want you to dwell on the fact it is today." 
Really dad?
At the moment I'm living in my mothers house who's away for a month because I got so sad and frustrated at his place. He keeps telling me he doesn't like the idea of me being alone... I told him to stop saying that but we literally had the conversation about **twice** in a week! He's impossible to live with. Keeps telling me I refuse to take up any other chores around the house, yes I do that only so he does something aswell or else I have to do everything. I'm glad I don't live there anymore. Just had to share this somewhere in the hope someone hears it so I don't have to tell my friends my dad had been annoying, *again*.


Family

How are you feelin:) right now

3am Thoughts

My boyfriend and I broke up 1 week ago and we decided to stay friends. I don’t know I just cannot imagine a day without him. I am just so afraid that I wake up tomm and I can’t talk to him, I don’t know what am I going to do. I just don’t know what I am doing. 

Breakup

Metal music is back again in listening after many years . This time , it's for silence .

Anyone up for a Netflix/Prime watch party tomorrow and watch some funny movie together?

Movies

I have so much to say yet I feel numb and can't let it out the way I want it too . It's like something in me is broken forever that I cant fix and the issue seems undefined. I just wanna let myself free.

Insomnia

**Pensive**
Have been trying to get over a guy since sometime now.. 
Wondering is being addicted to a person a real thing? Has anyone been through this? 
If yes how to get over this addiction? 
I think I am addicted to him but I don't want to be. Want to move on and be happy. 
Being with him has brought on so many changes in me... Lost my self confidence, second guess myself always, become needy for his approval
Want to get better NOW

Mental Wellbeing

A quick summary to all the things I learner as a first year in college (as freshman) 
First impressions are important
Always smile to strangers as an act of kindness( it may get there day better since everyone can face some stuff)
College is not a place for education it just a source of it( u should study yourself and teach yourself they just give matrial) 
Laughing about jokes made by doctor bad or not might give u higher grade( dont fight me I said may cause ofc not evrryone is like that)
Complaining about how people get credit for ur work will only make u cut ties with them ( I dont say its bad to cut ties with them since they do not work and get credit but I feel that they have there own life... and it was the biggest mistake that I have ever made at least I should cut ties silently..) 
Smile at people even if they block u.. ( just because they may unblock... / someone blocked me for the first time ij my life at my first year ( this year) and so I never smiled or greeted to them ... And so I think they hate me even more)
People tend and try to make other people accept their opinion so they speak up (but for me I  am not looking for fights and so I am sat speachless all theb year and so next year I am just ganna agree... since silence bring trouble somehow)
I don't really like myself because of the environment not because I truly dislike myself
People only get close to to either bring their selfs up.. or to bring u down with them 

Because I need to be a leader does not me I should be fit to be one ( the richest person alive always have a penny in which other low economcly poeple have) 
Losing somone... just remeber them for their good
My bad truma 6 years ago will only fades and it needs time..( my college was awful towords me and I will never forget who they treated my truma reactions even my therpaist was very awful she said with a mocking tone " I wonder what this that big of a turama that made u thisbway" the look of her eye was also mocking and very high
College is ur enemy ( u might ask me how ... cause u pay to fail... like dude u pay for knowledge that u could easliy gain online.. pluse u dont learn in college it just they give u matrials so its worthless)
Expirence means truama( people would be like yea u have nk expirenece and sutff and go gain them but when I open it up they would just vanish and somtimes ignore that I want expirence...) 
Either way they will still be rude( dont be firendly dont be a bully or goosip)
Better to stay only and foucs on ur own goal( looking at other will not help u are there for matrial not people!!! ) 
Socializing does not mean knowing more people
Don't delay ur work for today( this is very important!)
College will never teach u skills of life and the system its self is wrong( wheb u go to middle school were elemntry school teachers says it is the place to learn skills of life theg teach me nothing going to high school to get skills of life also told to get it in college and here we are we no skills at all!)
Being an adult means to be able to deal with mental break down alone...
Poeple will only will see u as a child so u need to use more advanced words so they can recpect u
The smarter u are the more people will approch u but somtimes it will get too much that people would interfer with ur praivt timef)

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