Hey, 
I always wanted or needed someone to talk and today when I was scrolling through the Instagram reel I got to know about Now & I and I thought it's the best thing that has happened to me because it's been year's I am all alone  I have trust issues I don't have any friends. Whenever I trying to make friends, I end up hurting myself. And it's frustrating now. 

I think you should study through pomodoro technique on study stream 
I know initially it would be hard but you still have 18 days left

FOMO

It's been a month since I moved to new city and literally not a single friend of mine has asked me how I am, did I settle good.
I didn't really like my friends, I always thought they all were fake but I think they've proved it.

Life

What to do with those people who are good to you in front ,always share there feelings with you and when at a point when they feel alone they blame you for not standing with you but in reality when you are in problem need some kind of support or when you feel alone they don't come with you rather be angry with you as when you try to ignore them as they are #fake friends

How can this world be so fake. 
The people around us. The people we thought loved us. The words of love.
The promised togetherness. How can it be so so fake. 
That i no longer wish to be with anyone. To trust anyone. To believe promises. To believe faces.
How fake is this world

Anxiety

It's like I'm drowning I'm losing all my friends even though I have been to good to them always helping and there was a point I use to care ABT this things but ryt now I feel nothing I Guess. I'm numb .I guess this friendship word doesn't have any place in my life at this point.

Friends

Do you ever have a friend who decided to left you when they have problem. Thinking that they can heal alone. Not talking to anyone, pushing everyone away. I do understand that they want to be alone tho but it's not good if every time they suddenly ignore us. Breaking the fun moment with their bad mood, left when we're hangout. Stop think about yourself, think about others too please? 

My friends never calls or text me first. I feel aad that they never checkup on me. Don't get me wrong they are great, we love each other a lot. I also understand they are busy with their own thing. But I feel very lonely like nobody cares about me. I really miss having connection with people. 

Lonely

Idk why do I feel like I am distancing from my friends idk why I feel like our bond is breaking idk why am I feeling all this 😕 

I am just now happy with my life. I have a lot of things going on with me. I have no friends I have no one to trust with whom I can share my feelings with. I have no true best friend. I have no people that are actually mine I feel like the the people who are staying with me who are talking with me are just talking for the sake of my heart just because they have promised me just because they say that I am their friend just because I have no one else with whom I can talk with. They don’t talk because they genuinely feel connected towards me. So I had this best friend of mine who was literally very close to me and I thought that the person is my best friend but no that person have a lot of friends and I think they just say that I am their friend for the sake of my heart I don’t feel like living now I am just done toh everything I have no true friend and I want a person who genuinely is my friend my best friend from the bottom of their heart all my other friends make me feel alone made me feel left out and it sticks it hurts 

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