Hey! Hope you all are well! To reduce the Monday blues a little, why don't we all try and remember and share our favourite childhood memory? I'll start with mine. I used to go for a dance class behind my house and learnt this whole choreography on the that time hyped song "dhoom machale" and at a wedding that song played and it didn't take me even a second to run up to the stage and start showing it off. I was five years old. I still watch the video of that moment and ahhh it makes me so happy!

Can't wait to read your favourite childhood memory! Go share!

Hey, if you're comfortable you're more than welcome to share yours

Hey ishika! Hearing your story I remember dancing on Krazy kiya re (from dhoom 2) and rehearsing songs with my friends and showing our dance to our family members😂😌

Children

Sometimes we know where we are headed. Sometimes we don't. The days where we don't know what we want, and we just go with the flow, are the days that actually make the best of our memories. 

Other

I'm sorry for the role I played. But you shouldn't have kept me in the dark. I am sorry for all the harsh and rude statement, i know you're hurt too. So am i. Things are never going to be the same. All you had to do was keep faith in me for once. Why didn't you? I love you. It sounds scary but i do. I really really love you. I just hope we don't end this way. I miss you way too much. And i know there are things you are hiding from me to keep me safe and not Hurt. But for that just confess them once just once . And i will believe you over everybody i promise you that. Don't try being a villain because you're not. I've always seen the good in you the light in you over everything. I still do. I know the time and people and everything just way to messed up. And i get it. But the heart wants what it wants. I grew up with you , physically mentally. Shared all my happiness and sorrow with you. Don't run away. I don't wanna let you go. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for things to get better. Because I've been in love with you since last five years without even realising it. You gave me all the love and care that i ever needed. I fucking care about you and love you way too much. Now watching you walk away it is just breaking me. You were right heartbreaks are devastating. Just don't leave. We can make things right. I wanna wait for you as long as you want me to. Just don't go away please don't. You're the best thing that happened to me in my entire teenage. Forgive yourself, forgive me and let's walk pass this. Please. I love you. I cannot hate you. I tried. I said stuff. But 2 days later when i came back to my senses i realised that I'll be the one suffering if anything ever happens to you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I love my family the most in this world and you are my family. Please don't turn into this stranger it hurts it really does. Come back. Everything will be fine. 

Love

**if you are looking for the sign this is for you**
For you The truth is, it does not matter how tightly you hold on to certain people, because at the end of the day, what is meant will always be yours.  Trust me when I say, the right people will choose you just as deeply as you choose them.  You will not have to beg for the love you deserve.  You will not have to quiet the way your heart beats against your chest.  One day, you will be met where you are.  One day, you will be someone's favorite thing, and you will not be confused, you will not feel like you are fighting for someone who is not fighting for you.  One day, you will understand that it never mattered how hard you held on to the wrong things, how much you tried, because the right things were always unfolding before you.  The right things were always choosing to stay....
  -BIANCA SPARACINO 

Mental Wellbeing

If you find yourself always looking for signs from universe , Remember kids what ted mosby said “ it's dumb to look for the signs from the universe! Maybe the universe has better things to do. I mean, dear God, I hope it does. You know how many signs I've gotten, that I should or shouldn't be with someone? And where has it gotten me? Maybe there aren't any signs. Maybe... maybe a locket's just a locket, and... a chair's just a chair. Maybe we don't have to give meaning to every little thing. And maybe we don't... Maybe we don't need the universe to tell us what we really want. Maybe we already know that. Deep down”

3am Thoughts

Hey A 
I really miss you. I know we haven’t talked in a while. I just want you to know , I think about you every single day. I know we have hurt each other like anything. But I had the best 2 am conversations with you. I think I fell tor you. But it’s okay. We both have moved on before , we will now too. 
Atleast we are under the sky. Just missing you more today. I hope you haven’t forgotten about me.
Yours R

Memories

I have lost hope

Depression

We never realize the value until it becomes a memory 

You are going to feel down most of the time in this year, and the next and the next. You are the only thing that will be holding you back from falling. You might have loved ones to hold, but I speak for those who genuinely do not have anyone to hold their back. 

Wake up and know that it is just you, it has always been you.
You don't need to thank anyone for your success, but yourself. 
You don't need anyone, cause you have had your back for a very long time,
No storm can harm you, no mountain can crush you.
You once bared the pain of child birth, without having to give bare one.
You swam in your ocean of tears...
but here you stand, by yourself, when life moves slowly for you, watching you succeed but wrath in pain at the same time

You did not have that friend or family to talk to when you had something great to share, you knew that people would genuinely not feel happy for you, so patted your own back and smiled to yourself. Your successes are a secret, and your failures are a milestone.

Sometime, we have that family, but do we really have them? - this ones for those who DO NOT have anyone. 
Yes we exist, I exist.  
I don't remember a time I had anyone by my side. I sometimes ran out of food stock and woke up to eat stale cake that someone gave me once. I stayed in bed and did not exert energy cause I knew I'd be hungry.

I'm fine today, but I know that the people around me don't care anymore so I know that those dark days will come back once to haunt me. 

I don't feel obligated to help the people around me anymore, but they feel the obligated to help me help them. LMAO

I help, i will continue to, because I am that person.

I have endured rape, physical abuse, physical abuse by family, by partner, by school friends, bullied, black mailed, touched, made feel small, being stereotyped. 

These are not scars I carry, but these will always be wounds that decide to bleed from time to time, and I only have my self to mop it up. 

No, I have not lost love, no I am not numb, I know you aren't either.
I dont know why, i dont have the answer to this question.

Is this all a part of the plan, or do we start believing fate and not faith?

To us, out there... you are all you have and you don't need anyone. Your success is yours, your pain is yours





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