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3am Thoughts

Heyy....completed all my notes on time...inner peace😂 finally

Happy

Think you have someone who cares about you, who is always reaching you first.. what would you do for him/her???..🙂

Depression

Need help to talk about being heartbroken and disappointed 

Breakup

Idk why. 
But sometimes I imagine myself married to someone. Just marriage not to any person. 
And I imagine my life to be yk happy. I somewhat have high expectations from my partner, because I'm very very choosy when it comes to people. 
Idk whether it's a right thing or not, but yk dreams of having a perfect partner. 
Idk why I have this belief that she would be happy because people around me continuously says that the girl I'll marrying to will surely gonna be lucky. Ik I'm worthy of a lot of things, but I never actually had any girl friend, more of because of the fact that I'm a shy person and never actually thought of dating or having girlfriend. 
Idk why I'm typing here and what exactly I'm typing. 
But the fact is I always dream of having an honest, sensible, and pure hearted partner. Ik more or less everyone wish for the same, but is it too much to ask for? Idk. Idk what life has in for me. I just wish the best for myself. 

Any tip or anything around dating or finding partner or anything? I'm really not a person who looks out for short term fun, or simple timepass. 

If the post doesn't make sense, it's okay if you ignore. And if you have anything to say regarding anything I wrote or even random stuffs just like my post, feel free to write. 

I have started doing this vagus nerve heal exercises and I dont even remember the last time when my mind was this calm. My anxiety and stress has also lowered drastically. I hope this exercises never stop working for me. I feel so light and good and in present moment. 

Exercise

Starting a new life without Alchhol and drugs

Alcohol

when you try ur winter cloths n sab tight ho jae :')

Since childhood I always dreamt of having a good life, a strong career, settled life partner. Today i am capable of working to achieve my goals, financially stable and indeed i have a very good life. But the thing that is still lost is love. I have been in relationships but it never lasted. I always make bad decisions. Even though after knowing that i am really genuine, it's very sad to know that in such a big world, I don't find the right guy for me. People are into fwb, dating and stuff. This generation is where i live but i am very old school. I believe in the destiny thing. But destiny is never in my favour. I am very happy that i experienced both good and bad things that helps me to understand people. Bit because of being way to emotional, i loose balance. Somewhere behind my dreams of being a successful independent women, i still carry fairytale in my mind, just like any other girl.  I genuinely feel that love is beyond definition and that is what i want. 

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