hey guys, tomorrow is mine and my boyfriend's one year anniversary. we're gonna go out to eat for it just like we did on our first date. here's to another celebration tomorrow. Many thanks and well wishes to everyone in advance who replies to this thought.

Adulting

How would you describe “Motivation” like what would be your introduction about it? 
I need for my studies purpose please reply!  

Affirmations

So, I said "no" to my boyfriend for phone sex because I was tired that day because I had studied alot and was stress out. I told him the same. He argued and then stopped talking. I was repeatedly calling his name out on call but he wasn't responding. Later I ended the call and call him back and asked what was wrong. He just told me that it seems that I wasn't into him anymore. I kept explaining what was the issue but before I could utter the word again, he ended the call. And now he thinks he is right in his decision. It's not always a no from my side. But I do get tired because of studying day and night. He does studies along with me. It's just that he studies more at night and wake at 12 pm. Whereas for me, I study during morning, day and night.

Boyfriend

What are you good at?

Mindfulness

Being a single mom that still loves her child’s father is rough….any time I have new be it good or bad the first person that comes to mind and the only one is him. I want to share everything with him most times and then I remember, he’s not that into you and he’s on his own beat and journey in life. Sometimes I cry because he’s the one person I wished would give me the feelings and things I would like to have that can only be given from someone else who loves you but he’s incapable of that and I don’t know if he would ever be capable of giving me what I need….I finally got my closure and we talked things though about our failed relationship and issues 2 years after our break up. I’ve grown and I’ve healed all this time but somehow the hope of us eventually making it and being good for each other always seems to be to the back of my mind. I just want to be free of the pain and wants and expectations of it all. I wanna be free, free to love, free to move on with my life but somehow I keep coming back to this, back to wanting us to work even when I have those little conversations with myself and where I tell myself I know I deserve more and better…..this is hard and it sucks and it’s sucks even more cuz I have no one to talk to about this and to help me by just listening when the coping gets too real and I just don’t feel to hold it together anymore….

One Sided Love

He came back, but only for my body.,said I miss your touch. I am hating it. 

Frustration

From time to time i feel like my distant best friend doesnt like me. We text everyday 
, but i always try to make thing right. I dont know i think its because i have been alone for so long.  

Friends

Good morning people, Let's make some new friends. My name is Shoaib and I work as Duty Manager for Expo 2020 Dubai.

Crush

Hey fam,
A good friend left me. I am very sad. I feel it's just not right. I feel so lonely and disappointed.

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