Hey guys I’m really scared I’m going to my friends house because my grandma is leaving for the night and she doesn’t trust me alone so I have to go sleepover at someone’s house. But I’m doing a little better then last night um still having urges to sh but that’s it. I went on a walk and I actually got out of bed which was really hard but I did it. I really wanna relapse before I go to her house tho