Hey guys I’m a college student. I have been through so much especially with my family but still i always had big dreams so that i can be independent. Now is the time when placements takes place and getting placed is literally my only way to be free without constantly getting reminded that I’m some extra living so dependent. I have tried so hard all these years of struggling and depression and still I’m not getting placed and every others with not even putting in half of my effort got placed. They are lucky and I can’t control my luck. Whenever my parents ask i tell them no placements hv been started yet and I’m tiered of it. This the only hope and i dont even know what I’ll do if this doesn’t go well. It’s not for money but that feeling of being free.
It’s so tough i don’t even wanna talk this to anyone cuz i think they don’t care . I haven’t slept peacefully in months and I’m exhausted.
Hey you gonn figure it out okay, I get you.
I know this is a hard time but I hope everything works out for you god bless you tc
Hey you have been through alot I can understand a little but I would like to say it’s not okay to tense your mind with this placement thing my dad always told me that jo bhi hota sab likha hua hota h toh tumhari kismat mai hoga toh tumhe zaroor milega bhot sare successful independent logo ko bhi time laga tha apni kismat khulne mai so relax jo hoga dekha jayega just chill you did your best and that’s important told yourself that I did my 100 % now I need some chill watch movies or hang out with friends you been through alot and now it’s time for break watch some funny easy going movies it lighten u up just relax you did great okay…❣️🌼❣️🌼
The thing is i can’t enjoy anything like i hv this super strict parents ok…so I’m kinda in a pressure cooker and seeing my friends enjoying and living my dream makes me more depressed…and thanks for ur words❤️