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Anonymous

Hey guysā€¦
After a long time I wanted your helpā€¦ Iā€™m in a situation where I donā€™t want to be in my whole life šŸ˜• but life has different plans I guessā€¦ so here I start my situation
I have a friend since last 3 years we didnā€™t knew each other very well until we started living nearby from last 6 monthsā€¦ before that heā€™s almost like a stranger for me but now heā€™s something else
So what happened is last month he proposed me and I directly denied coz I never want to mess friendship and relationship but he insisted to give it a try but I again denied
Then after somedaysā€¦ we had a moment which I instantly regretted and started crying he consoled me and left my place then I stopped talking to himā€¦ but then I realized that I too started falling for him as I started feeling his absenceā€¦ and I again communicated with him but still I didnā€™t confessed him anythingā€¦ heā€™s very genuine and caring towards me that I became habitual of thatā€¦
Now I became insecure as I know we donā€™t have any future coz weā€™re of different religious beliefs and our parents will not going to accept thisā€¦ so everytime Iā€™m with him or talking to him I started crying and itā€™s happening very frequently
He still wants my commitment but on the other hand Iā€™m still denying everything which is thereā€¦ pls suggest me what should I do now???
I know itā€™s bit longā€¦ but if you read this much pls comment your suggestions or advise ā¤ļø

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Anonymous
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You donā€™t have feelings for him.
You just miss his absence because youā€™re used to him being around.
Plus, you donā€™t have genuine feelings for him.

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Anonymous
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How can you be so sure about this??? If I donā€™t have feelings, I havenā€™t cried every single time thinking of this togetherness will not going to last foreverā€¦

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Make habit to be
Alone

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Anonymous
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Mitr apko unhe bhulna padega

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Anonymous
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Koshish Kar rhe hai humā€¦ dil nhi maan rha h bs

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Anonymous
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Mitr koshish krte rahiye aur Dil ko bhi smjha lijiye ki dur rehna hai unse aur bhulna hai

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Anonymous
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Hello !! My self varun . I am 18yr old average boy, i have lots of confusion.I had a friend whose name is akhil , we are classmates from age 14ā€¦We both were good friends, not closest ones but a kind of goodĀ friendship.atĀ age of 17 i thought to prank him and i proposed him but he rejected me and i donā€™t thought about rejection, i just said sorry its a prank and i moved onā€¦But after 3 months his classmates started teasing me by pairing him with me.i didnā€™t understand wats happend , i asked one of them theu said akhil said that i proposed him.Actually i prosposed him in a filmy style in which if it was any other girl she wouldā€™ve accepted itā€¦But after all of them teased me i started to maintain distance with akhil. I thought to hate him but i couldnā€™t able to do soā€¦I canā€™t hate him caz he was so sweet, handsome, and well mannered. .Slowly i started realizing that i love him, but i know he is staright and i am bisexual so i left all to time, i didnā€™t tried to approach him or to contact him, i just movee on my lifeā€¦ obviously others who tease me continues, but i didnā€™t botherSometimes i used to get angry about akhil but i didnā€™t even want to ask him about meAfter a year of these matter, a msg came from a unknown numberi was shocked by seeing dp caz it was akhilā€¦I started feeling like something heaven.But at the same time i had commitments that to not start conversation from my side.Them again a call came from the number we talked for a while.About future career growth etc etcThen we end up ā€¦after that he added his shirtless body on his status i am feeling disturbed by that.I donā€™t want him in my life but i donā€™t clearity that wat he think about meWhenever i start to think about him i start to expect a lot but everytime i gets hurt from expectationand whenever i think that i shld move onby removing him my mind he indirectly enters my life and disturbs me and let me to get new expectation.He is really a nice guy but i am notI am 1000% sure that i dosenā€™t deserve him but still i canā€™t let him to go from my life.But if it is neccesary i will forget himBut how to focus on goals, achievements by forget him???Wat place shld i have to give him in mymind to remove him??i am disturbed plzz help me by giving suggestions

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