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Anonymous

Hey guys…
After a long time I wanted your help… I’m in a situation where I don’t want to be in my whole life 😕 but life has different plans I guess… so here I start my situation
I have a friend since last 3 years we didn’t knew each other very well until we started living nearby from last 6 months… before that he’s almost like a stranger for me but now he’s something else
So what happened is last month he proposed me and I directly denied coz I never want to mess friendship and relationship but he insisted to give it a try but I again denied
Then after somedays… we had a moment which I instantly regretted and started crying he consoled me and left my place then I stopped talking to him… but then I realized that I too started falling for him as I started feeling his absence… and I again communicated with him but still I didn’t confessed him anything… he’s very genuine and caring towards me that I became habitual of that…
Now I became insecure as I know we don’t have any future coz we’re of different religious beliefs and our parents will not going to accept this… so everytime I’m with him or talking to him I started crying and it’s happening very frequently
He still wants my commitment but on the other hand I’m still denying everything which is there… pls suggest me what should I do now???
I know it’s bit long… but if you read this much pls comment your suggestions or advise ❤️

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Anonymous

You don’t have feelings for him.
You just miss his absence because you’re used to him being around.
Plus, you don’t have genuine feelings for him.

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Anonymous

How can you be so sure about this??? If I don’t have feelings, I haven’t cried every single time thinking of this togetherness will not going to last forever…

@ideal_fair

Make habit to be
Alone

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Anonymous

Mitr apko unhe bhulna padega

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Anonymous

Koshish Kar rhe hai hum… dil nhi maan rha h bs

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Anonymous

Mitr koshish krte rahiye aur Dil ko bhi smjha lijiye ki dur rehna hai unse aur bhulna hai

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Anonymous

Hello !! My self varun . I am 18yr old average boy, i have lots of confusion.I had a friend whose name is akhil , we are classmates from age 14…We both were good friends, not closest ones but a kind of good friendship.at age of 17 i thought to prank him and i proposed him but he rejected me and i don’t thought about rejection, i just said sorry its a prank and i moved on…But after 3 months his classmates started teasing me by pairing him with me.i didn’t understand wats happend , i asked one of them theu said akhil said that i proposed him.Actually i prosposed him in a filmy style in which if it was any other girl she would’ve accepted it…But after all of them teased me i started to maintain distance with akhil. I thought to hate him but i couldn’t able to do so…I can’t hate him caz he was so sweet, handsome, and well mannered. .Slowly i started realizing that i love him, but i know he is staright and i am bisexual so i left all to time, i didn’t tried to approach him or to contact him, i just movee on my life… obviously others who tease me continues, but i didn’t botherSometimes i used to get angry about akhil but i didn’t even want to ask him about meAfter a year of these matter, a msg came from a unknown numberi was shocked by seeing dp caz it was akhil…I started feeling like something heaven.But at the same time i had commitments that to not start conversation from my side.Them again a call came from the number we talked for a while.About future career growth etc etcThen we end up …after that he added his shirtless body on his status i am feeling disturbed by that.I don’t want him in my life but i don’t clearity that wat he think about meWhenever i start to think about him i start to expect a lot but everytime i gets hurt from expectationand whenever i think that i shld move onby removing him my mind he indirectly enters my life and disturbs me and let me to get new expectation.He is really a nice guy but i am notI am 1000% sure that i dosen’t deserve him but still i can’t let him to go from my life.But if it is neccesary i will forget himBut how to focus on goals, achievements by forget him???Wat place shld i have to give him in mymind to remove him??i am disturbed plzz help me by giving suggestions

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