Hey, Fellow Empaths! 

Just wanted to know how's your day going? Anything on your mind? Let's talk. 🌸

Is there something that's bothering you?


Mental Wellbeing

I don't know! I don't know! I don't know! Why? I don't know! I want to know but I don't know! I don't know!!! I am what I am I never will be I don't know how I can? It's not me it's you it's her it's then it's him it's that it's myself it's chaos that is building up its bad I don't know I never intend to know I am destroying it by myself I need to destroy it thats what I am supposed to do is that even matters is anything even matters is it hard? Or is it all just me I need my control back I need what I was before I need to know I need to know but I don't know 

3am Thoughts

I focus on my schoolwork, I honestly spend too much time on it. I had a really high grade in my class, but I just bombed a quiz and I don’t know what to do. I’m freaking out and even though I know it’s not a big deal it sure feels like one!

Anxiety

Broken 💔

Life

Hey Iam dealing with high anxiety. Even Iam getting chest pain. How i can deal with it.

I don’t remember if I posted this, but if I did, I apologize for posting that again. But since the holidays are approaching, I am not ready for them yet. This year it looks like the holiday season will be very complicated for me. I don’t know how I will push through them. I really really really miss Meredith.￼

Depression

my girlfriend broke up with me on valentine’s day at 12:08am, im trying my best to fade into a place in my head i’m familiar with but haven’t been in a while i have finished 4 elf bars in the course of an hour and a half i am shaking and restless i hope i go into a coma i need help i’m sick of being told i’m not doing enough and i need to do better all i’ve been doing is trying my hardest i’ve gone back to self harm i want to die.

Breakup

They say practice makes perfect, And you've always been smart, But you've got hating yourself, Right down to an art, It's now just a step, In your morning routine. To glance in the mirror, And not like what you've seen, The voice in your head lies, But it won't let you know, You gave up on ignoring it,

A long time ago,

Flowers in a vase,

Keep guard by your bed,

Yet you still see their beauty,

Though their petals are dead,

If they were a person.

They'd hate themselves too,

But they would always be loved,

By someone like you,

Although your petals are wilted,

And you think no-one knows,

You're only counting your thorns,

While the world sees your rose.

- anonymous 

I met a guy in theaters after I shifted to a new state. We both have been talking with each other for a month now and he asked me out for coffee recently. So I said yes to it and we both were looking forward to meeting again. He suggested a good cafe and that cafe was present at 3 different locations. I said I can't travel far so he suggested I choose the nearest one. There was one which was near my place and the other was in equal distance from both of our places. I chose the nearest to mine which was far from his place and now he is not responding to me anymore. Did I say or disu something wrong?

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