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Hey Fam! 👋🏼 We are here with another Sharing Circle for you todayyy. Please register here ⬇️🌻

When: 27th May; 5:30 pm-6:30 pm IST
Theme: Dealing with a quarter-life crisis 😢
Facilitated by: Rajnandini & Kriti Rakheja
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P.S- We have sharing circles every Thursday and Friday from 5:30 to 6:30 pm IST that you can be a part of! We’re looking forward to seeing you 🌸

Sending unconditional love and warmth your way 🧡

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Unable to do anything.
I apply to jobs but don’t take them if they select me. And it’s not that I don’t want to. It’s like I can’t, it’s like I’m incapable, unable and just don’t have even an ounce of confidence or willpower or energy to do it. And everything is right over my head. I’ve barely just balanced my life like rocks on top of each other that don’t fit and I’m just barely holding it all together and I’m not sure I can’t hold myself together, let alone everything else (family, partner etc) I am in a toxic relationship, that I am unable to get out of (just because of my own trauma bonds and the lack of self respect or self I have.) My parents have always been ah! I don’t wanna put a label but to say the least very conditional with their time, affection, money, and everything and I haven’t lived with them since I was 6 yrs old but they have almost control of my life and the rest my partner/ temp. Friend tbh (we’ve broken up long ago, but he keeps forgetting, i become normal and he punches my gut with silence and control and everything so not exactly partners but liabilities living with each other I guess) and i don’t feel like doing anything and I don’t even have the courage/resources etc to die. I’ve done that a few times in the past and because I didn’t die i had to deal with the shame of being a coward from my mother and some more people. And there is so much more. I’m barely scratching the surface here. I can’t live with my parents, I can’t live with this person, I have no friends left (isolated and coercively controlled, have had toxic partners for my whole life and years spent with each isolation only increase and my ability to be my own person vanished/degraded to a level of nil)
I wish I could start again, be a kid again and not make the mistakes I’ve made. No trust the people i trusted, not ignore the shit I should have taken as clear signs to save myself etc etc. But I’m here. This is my condition and there seems to be no out.
Please help me if you can, although I think there is nothing but to accept abuse i guess or just start walking one day, just by myself and stop once I’m tired and sleep there forever till i don’t exist anymore.

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Now&Me @nowandme

Thank you for reaching out to us. I’m so sorry to hear you’re not doing well :( There are a few things you can do right now:

1. Share with the community what is bothering you

2. Speak to someone professional about what you’re feeling.

3. If you feel it is an emergency situation please contact your nearest hospital or this helpline.

Sending unconditional warmth and care to you
Team Now&Me ✨🧡

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Thank you so much 💖


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