Hey everyone.
Today I’m not much of a ray of sunshine, more grey clouds and stormy.
I’ve been struggling with a lot of mental health issues for a while and I’ve been going for therapy and I have a psychiatrist, which is all well and fine however I think I’ve dug myself a deep hole and it’s going to be really difficult to come out of it.
I’m feeling pretty scared and quite low. There’s just so much to do and so much is riding on this and I just don’t want to fail and I really hope I don’t. It’s my life I’ll be uprooting if I fail and disappointing so many people around me. I’m just terrified and I can’t talk to anyone I know about this because I’m so ashamed of how terrible things are right now.
What if I ruin my life?