Hey everyone. 
Today I’m not much of a ray of sunshine, more grey clouds and stormy. 

I’ve been struggling with a lot of mental health issues for a while and I’ve been going for therapy and I have a psychiatrist, which is all well and fine however I think I’ve dug myself a deep hole and it’s going to be really difficult to come out of it. 

I’m feeling pretty scared and quite low. There’s just so much to do and so much is riding on this and I just don’t want to fail and I really hope I don’t. It’s my life I’ll be uprooting if I fail and disappointing so many people around me. I’m just terrified and I can’t talk to anyone I know about this because I’m so ashamed of how terrible things are right now. 
What if I ruin my life? 

Anxiety

This is my first post here...
I am a female of age 30 now, married 6 years ago. When i got married, i wasn't aware of my husband's extra marital affair with his friend. somehow, our parents arranged the marriage and we got married. soon after our marriage i got to know about his affair, i was so depressed and heart broken. Meanwhile, i was expecting a child, i thought this child might help us in building our relationship stronger and he might come out of the affair, but i was wrong. things became more worst and i didnt know how to handle it. Police complaints, court cases - nothing was able to make him come out of the affair, instead he became more adamant and he left me. 
        Now, for the sake of my kid, i wanted to go back to my husband, but he neither wants me nor my kid. I am really confused with this relationship, whether to adjust and survive with him for kid or to get out of it and move on in my life. Kindly help me out. Please think in all aspects and suggest me
        

Relationships

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Inbox mein chota mota scene tum sabka on hai👀

3am Thoughts

I am a girl and I am a loner tbh..idk if that's good or not. 

I don't have a any GF
😔😔😔

Kya aise nahi ho sakta ki koi ho humare sath jise se dill ki baat share kar sakte ho....... Ya akelapan Kab khatam hogaya bhyi......😐😐

Anyone would like to become friends ?

Friends

Hi. I'm a 23 year old girl. I have a boyfriend. And we've been together for a year now. He's really nice. I actually see a future with him. But for slme reasons, I feel my family wont approve of him. I'm constantly worried about the future, if we'll end up together or not? If it will all be fine? If he'll do well in life, well enough for my family to say yes?
How do I stop worrying? 

Boyfriend

We attended the same school but I didn't really see him around school I didn't even knew he existed until some of my friends mentioned his name saying he was our school directors son so I got so curious I searched him up on my Facebook. Sent him a friend request then he texted me and it all just started from there. The same week we got together he was also talking with these other girl and it so happened to be that I knew that girl from one of my old schools. She asked him out and without my knowledge he said yes to her,I started seeing that girl posting pictures of him but didn't assume anything or didn't ask him about it coz I thought we just got in a relationship and he might think I'm already acting bossy and shit! Anyways it eventually got to a point where I asked him and he told me that he was gonna break it off with her but he didn't! These girl was always in between us causing arguments and fights. To make things even worse they literally live in the same suburb so I had no idea they meet up and stuff but that girl would always post indirect stuff to make me jealous. Got into a argument with that girl countless times and everytime I ask him why he keeps on doing this to me why he keeps making me feel like I'm a second opinion he would usually say "who knows your probably playing me to" everytime he tells me that I just break down. I would always cry to my cousin and my bestfriends. They would always tell me to leave! We broke up so many times but I don't even know why it's just everytime he says "I'm sorry bae" I just easily get back with him even though my mind tells me not to I just go back. He would sometimes say " Your not the only girl I'm a man I can always get a knew girl" when he's drunk but fck it I still stay for some reasons I don't even know😭 We've been together for 1 year and 2 months. Ever since he graduated his year 12 and left school we just haven't been on good terms. He could go on for days without texting me and whenever I text him yoo why haven't you been texting me he would usually say "coz I got nothing to say to you". I found out on Saturday night last week that he was still texting that same girl and went to the extreme of putting her initials on his bio. I saw it and sent him a screenshot and all he said was " I was mad with you so I texted her but it's nothing" I cried myself to sleep. I sent him a voice note and just told him I'm tired and I haven't talked to him ever since and not planning on talking to him again! I'm just distancing myself from everyone. Just focus on school and get the grades and just DO ME💖🦋 ITS TIME TO MOVE ON!

Sorry guys for the paragraph but I just needed to let it all out coz I got no one to vent to💖

Breakup

We always hear that "Rejection is Redirection" 
But what about the time when are actually experiencing and we don't know how to deal with it 
I mean it's not that easy to accept..

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