Hey Dear
Let's start the day with a big smile 😁
Remember that you are not alone🫂🦋
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Dreams

I didn't realize that my brother don't like me, the look he had today Isn't going from my eyes man. It was like he hates me, being there. Now everything is rolling in front of my eyes like yes he must have some real hate for me. I thought we are good we do laugh together, with the same vibes uk, tho fight a lot too, he makes me laugh, but it's all only momentary ig. Now idk what is real do they all hate me. Ig The looks of everyone is coming in front of eyes, they all have some hate for me ig. The love n all just coz I am their daughter, and coz we just vibe together sometimes that's it. That's worst feeling coz I dont have anyone other than them to talk to. Even though we don't really talk. Why did i even sent to this earth when I was not meant to be a human and be with people. I feel I don't belong anywhere man!!!

Folklore is such a great album! It has described many shades of life. Truly a masterpiece of Taylor.
Been listening to it for months and still not bored.

This has happened a long time after I was into hopeless fountain kingdom.

3am Thoughts

I can't believe I'm feeling like I'm back being a teenager. I know it's the hormone fluctuations due to my periods... But this really feels so surreal 😂😂😂. I'm craving those stupid teenage lifetime's nibba nibbi love story and attention. This shit is also possible😶. Man, human body and brain is just so beyond my understanding sometimes! 

I hate myself so much... it's getting hard everyday to be able live with myself. This brain...it processes too much....which makes me feel so tired.. mentally....and I can't do anything after that....I feel like there so much noise all the time in my head I just want some moments of peace....I live with fear all the time..not just one..many...fear of sleeping in night...fear of waking up in the morning...to face a new day...fear of every breathe....fear of living....fear of people when they ask about me... I'm so tired of being scared all the time...my parents ..family want me to something else and I felt something else all along....an artist....I think I don't have any art left in me now.... I've ruined myself.. neither I am what they want me to be nor what I want myself to be....and I can't move on... because I don't want to move on....I don't want what they want....I feel like I'm in a cell very small closed dark... there's nothing ahead nothing behind....I feel like I'm drowning...and neither I'm dying nor I'm coming up.... I'm suffocating all the time.... I'm a disappointment to me to my family....I can't understand it.

Depression

***Trigger Warning***
I just wish to go back to time and stab or break the head of each and everyone who talked rudely with me.
I do forget the things and try to let go but when similar issue happens in present all previous triggers come back to my head and I go mad.
The feeling of taking efforts to calm down the anger raised due to some arsehole and he doesn't care how much you had to work upon it is itself so victimising!

Mental Health

I broke up with my girlfriend a month back. She's from a different city and we met through a dating app. It's has been 6 months since we've been dating. I told her many lies a lot. She came to know to about all that and we broke up. We still talk daily. She says that not to expect anything. It's just the time she has given me to prove my self. I don't want to hurt her anymore. What should i do. 

Breakup

Bored

Why it feels like life is just on a repetitive loop?

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