Hey,anyone want to have conversation on any random topic?Guy here

Acquaintance

I feel so lost and soo emotional and low

Exhausted

Idk I just need a person to let it out 

Depression

Any tips to become productive and balanced in life?

Productivity

Everything is good but attachment is rare, it's so scary. 

3am Thoughts

We attended the same school but I didn't really see him around school I didn't even knew he existed until some of my friends mentioned his name saying he was our school directors son so I got so curious I searched him up on my Facebook. Sent him a friend request then he texted me and it all just started from there. The same week we got together he was also talking with these other girl and it so happened to be that I knew that girl from one of my old schools. She asked him out and without my knowledge he said yes to her,I started seeing that girl posting pictures of him but didn't assume anything or didn't ask him about it coz I thought we just got in a relationship and he might think I'm already acting bossy and shit! Anyways it eventually got to a point where I asked him and he told me that he was gonna break it off with her but he didn't! These girl was always in between us causing arguments and fights. To make things even worse they literally live in the same suburb so I had no idea they meet up and stuff but that girl would always post indirect stuff to make me jealous. Got into a argument with that girl countless times and everytime I ask him why he keeps on doing this to me why he keeps making me feel like I'm a second opinion he would usually say "who knows your probably playing me to" everytime he tells me that I just break down. I would always cry to my cousin and my bestfriends. They would always tell me to leave! We broke up so many times but I don't even know why it's just everytime he says "I'm sorry bae" I just easily get back with him even though my mind tells me not to I just go back. He would sometimes say " Your not the only girl I'm a man I can always get a knew girl" when he's drunk but fck it I still stay for some reasons I don't even know😭 We've been together for 1 year and 2 months. Ever since he graduated his year 12 and left school we just haven't been on good terms. He could go on for days without texting me and whenever I text him yoo why haven't you been texting me he would usually say "coz I got nothing to say to you". I found out on Saturday night last week that he was still texting that same girl and went to the extreme of putting her initials on his bio. I saw it and sent him a screenshot and all he said was " I was mad with you so I texted her but it's nothing" I cried myself to sleep. I sent him a voice note and just told him I'm tired and I haven't talked to him ever since and not planning on talking to him again! I'm just distancing myself from everyone. Just focus on school and get the grades and just DO ME💖🦋 ITS TIME TO MOVE ON!

Sorry guys for the paragraph but I just needed to let it all out coz I got no one to vent to💖

Breakup

I hate him

how to forget times spent with someone?

Stress

I want someone to understand me , talk to me about my problems, give me solutions. But when i become a little vulnerable in front of someone, i get so repulsed by that...like this is not me. I immediately forget all feelings of wanting to be understood. I put on a mask again.

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