Hey anyone there looking for a talk ?? Want to make new friends👉🏼👈🏼

Naa i don't actually i have seen you said somewhere telling you were from Gujarat so yeah that's it 

Friends

Can someone suggest a best Korean series which is available in English audio.

3am Thoughts

Sometimes being lonely is just so hard....I can't pretend anymore that I'm happy...I'm not happy...i just feel this emptiness in my chest everyday...like I have no purpose left in me anymore....I just want someone to hold me close  for a while...ask me how I am doing...it's getting harder day by day.... Generally I am the one listening to everyone's problem and giving them motivation but at the end of day I also want to share what's going on inside me and being an introvert with anxiety it's like a biggest nightmare for me....it's like I wanna say something but I can't....I don't know how to ask for help...I've been strong enough from the very beginning of my life but now I just can't take it anymore.

Anxiety

Getting bored
Care to share something interesting?
I am all ears!!

Dreams

Every time someone asks me ‘how are you feeling?’ I dodge that question because I don’t want them to see me crying.

I don’t know where to start from
It feels like I am struck in some kind of vicious loops 
Two years ago when I failed in my first relationship I thought that was the hardest life could get 
I wanted to set my life straight by studying 
I wanted him to feel bad for living me in the middle of the chaos 
Not wanting to live in the same place as him I decided to study abroad and thought that would help me and improve my mental health 
Then after 3 months of living here(other country) I realized how stupid I was to think that my life could get any better
At least I had my family back in my country but here I have no one( it’s not all rainbows and unicorns with my family. We have a weird relationship but it’s better now)
I have a toxic roommate. 
She helped me out few times and I’m grateful for that but she tries to control me 
Control how I think 
Control whom I should befriend 
I also was there in her bad times helped her out but she disregards it
She always tries to remind me that I should be grateful for what she did and tell every single soul that My wouldn’t be this better if it weren’t for her. That maybe right but should give me some credit to for enduring all the shit after all it’s my life.
Yes I’m grateful and I show my gratitude in many ways. She is self obsessed and corners me. She always wants to be the center of every conversation.
She subtly bodyshames me makes me feel bad about myself.
She doesn’t want me to be independent 
She wants me to beg for her help. Whenever I try to do something myself she waits until I do a mistake and taunts me for that. She doesn’t want me to learn. She wants me to be helpless friendless when she vacates the room next year.
I am an introvert I don’t talk much with people I know and incapable of making friends actively.
I act like an extrovert person because I don’t want people to think that I am boring 
And she takes advantage of my situation. 
I trusted her so much but she gets back at people she doesn’t like through me. I stupidly believed  everything she said and started hating people she hated. 
And most importantly she tells everything to her boyfriend. When she speaks to him on phone her tone changes as she complains like sarcastically. 
I liked her at first but now I don’t know if I can even go through this for 6 more months.
My depression worsened. I cry all the time because of her. 
She acts like a victim every single time
She plays with my mind
She makes me feel like the place where we live now is the shittest place to come back to everyday 
I really don’t want to live here but I don’t have a choice 
Now I am lonely and depressed and also started missing my ex.
Now at this point I don’t even know I am correct or she is. I always doubt myself.
She makes me feel sorry even if I don’t have to.
I don’t know what’s happening with me to me
Is this even a real situation to worry about?
Am I overreacting?
Am I the bad and naive person her?
I hate myself for this
I came to this foreign country to achieve something to make my life better to feel good about myself but everything doesn’t matter now.
I don’t matter to myself 
I don’t even know if we call this depression 



Depression

Just want to share.

I am currently in a 2 years relationship, and my partner is not clingy, which I understand. However, this past few months, I feel like, he don't want to be near me, like everytime I hug him, he will remove my hand, I am always asking for him to hug me. Before, if I ask for something like " Baby, can I have some water please?" He will get it for me, but now, if I ask  for it he will answer "why should it should be me? Why can't you just get it?" And I was like, o okay.

We both have full time job, work at home, once I started my job, I can't sleep anymore or do anything coz it's customer interaction. However, I still do all the household chores, cooking, washing the dishes and making him coffee that's my everyday routine. While he only eats, leave the plate on the table after he finished and go back to the room, he can sleep in his work. Like, in 9 hours logged in he will only sit down on hos laptop for work abot 3-4 hours? But still he complaint that he's tired and whatever, and if I complain, he will get mad and will tell me that, ow your not a house wife material. 

Sorry for the long post, I just want to let it go,  I don't know what to do, I want to leave him but I don't know how. I have a lot of what if's. Is anyone of you experienced the same thing? What did you do?

I love my parents a lot but there are days when I feel like running away because I can't make them understand that some of their decisions are wrong and some of their perspectives about me are wrong. They just don't want to understand. It's so exasperating. 

Family

Even though we aren't together if she's hungry I make her food and go give it to her, I wait till she finishes eating and then I leave her place, she never says if she's sad, but ik when she will be sad and when she won't, I wanna be there for her, I tried helping her out, but she never wanted me to be there for her, then why did she have to act like she has feelings for me still most days, she's in a relationship with another guy but why does she wanna hunt me down?
I took all the blame remember, I never let u feel bad, and this is what I get in return?
Everytime I leave your place I wish you could wait for me to get on my bike and tell bye to me from top, I miss the good old days, where I did everything for you and all you did was accept it and not give anything back.
I was too blind to realise I was an idiot to believe in everything you said.
You went on cheating on me, did things I never thought you would do and now am stuck with all our memories and you get to roam around with a new guy?
It's never fair, and I think someday you'll realise it, I don't want karma to affect you, I just want you to realise how much I did for you and no one's gonna do so much to you.


If you've lost someone , just know that you're not alone . 

Like all the goods times, even the bad times shall pass. 

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