Hey amazing person!! Thank you for asking. I mean where can I even start? All my life people have told me that I am a ugly Pakistani girl with big fat lips. All this bullying made me find comfort in food all I did was eat and eat to feel happy. My siblings weren’t supportive either they made it even worse. I come from a very respected family but nooo none of them supported me in anyway 🥺. Is it my fault I look like this? IS IT??? 😭😭💔💔💔 I know i am ugly but is it necessary to remind me that all the time? I couldn’t handle all this I wanted attention I wanted to feel loved. I never had that. So later on I started photoshopping my pictures making them look nicer and “prettier” skinner everything so get some attention and love. There was this playboy dude who dmed me saying “ur pretty” 🥺🥺🥺🥺 my heart dropped I fell so hard for this dude. But he left me for another girl he was just there for couple days as time pass. 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I am just tired of my life. I don’t know what to do!!! 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔 I WANT TO FEEL LOVED. My childhood was nothing but just a boring story. I want to go out adventure and do everything but I can’t 🥺🥺🥺. I CANT IDK WHATS STOPPING ME??? ITS MY WEIGHT I AM DONE CARRYING THIS WEIGHT AROUND MAKING ME FEELING UNCONFIDENT, ANXIOUS, UNHAPPY AND USELESS. I was a top scholar in high school a girl who got straight A’s and took college level classes in high school. But when I started college COVID happened 😭. COVID and the guy happened all at once. I started going down and down into a big whole. My grades were so bad that they removed me from the college. Yes I can apply again. But they removed me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭 MY EDUCATION MY FIRST PRIORITY……PLEASE HELP 😭😭😭💔💔💔😭 I want to education myself I want to live but too many problems at once KILLS ME!! Loneliness kills me
Bunny @bunnytarun
Hey
You don’t need to change anything about you for someone else
There will be some guy in your life too who will love you to the infinity coz he will fall in love with your true self.
Just be yourself
Love yourself so much that people can’t ignore your vibes
All the best for your future
Hey… There is nothing like ugly and beautiful
If u r a grl then u r precious and yes beautiful … But face doesn’t defines your beauty❤ you r beautiful from your heart… Don’t let that idiots bother you💕
I know looks affect a lot . And i wont say they dont matter cause they do in short term . I wont ask you to stop thinking like that cause you cant change how you think in a day. It takes time. You have to accept your insecurities one day at a time and one part at a time ot work on it. Read atomic habits , first chapter
