Hey, am I the only pansexual guy who's never been in a relationship ever?

Pansexuality is sexual, romantic, or emotional attraction towards people regardless of their sex or gender identity. Pansexual people may refer to themselves as gender-blind, asserting that gender and sex are not determining factors in their romantic or sexual attraction to others. In other words, I can fall in a relationship with anybody whether its a girl or a boy.

Bisexuality is limited to a girl or a boy. Pansexuality is not limited to anything, you can date a queer guy, a lesbian, or a transgender person.

Insecurity

I get frequent jaw stiffness and pain, and lil bit of anxiety and stress make it worse… have you guys ever experienced this ??

Anxiety

I'm pretty sure I looked AND sounded pathetic by now. Ugh the things that depression is unconsciously making you do is triggering my inner introverted self

Overthinking

I am never enough for my parents
How much I try 
How much I do 
they aren't satisfied
I left my passion for them because they weren't able to fulfil their dreams so I did it for them 
I sacrificed my dreams
And all they tell is, " you do nothing for us, "
I am so done
I've obeyed everything they say just because I want to be the 'good daughter'
All my friends go out but I never even ask my parents because they think going out and having fun is just waste of time
They didn't like me doing things I love 
I lost all skills now
I am just left with nothing
They act like understanding and good parents in the world
But I know how hard it is to stay up to their expectations
And I'm just stuck 
I hate to say it but I pray to God that no one gets parents like mine




Exhausted

Why do I still have an unaprooved thought 😐

3am Thoughts

confused about identity and idk how to get out of this phase. I get so confused about my passions, my purpose and this just messes up my mind, makes me feel lost at times and makes me question who am i? what's my purpose in this world, these human relationships, my relationship, in my job except just writing, coding down things, what's more? im just so confused about identity that it almost feels like a crisis and while the need to get out of it is huge, my efforts are very meagre. i see people around me so stiff in what they do, their beliefs, their rigidity towards certain life aspects to make it all seem easy and their flexibility to change their ways to accommodate ideologies of others is commendable. 
I feel so doubtful on my self, my worth, the things im doing just look like failed efforts to make myself better. I think ive been lost about my identity crisis since i lost my grandparents, they've been my identity, my everything. 
I think the trauma is still here which gets me confused about my identity. and now the struggle to meet new people, to find why i do what i do, to know my purpose in life is keep getting huge and huge. maybe if i can explore my life goals, my beliefs, interests and feelings i might feel better, might come out of this identity crisis and not be this confused about my identity while also doing something better for the world.

Confusion

I don't know it's only me or it happens with others as well that our parents think we don't help them in any way in any situation but the truth is we help them which makes us feel so so depressed at times that we feel like are they right !? We don't help !? We are not good children!?

Kehndi hundi si ❤️‍🩹 

Breakup

Today I am feeling overwhelmed. It seems that time is passing by, and I am not able to comprehend the situation. Soon to be married in July, finding an occupation after 3 failed attempts in UPSC, COVID-19 and communicating with my hubby who is actually showering lots of love upon me by gifting me beauty products etc., made me join cultfit. He is trying to pamper me, but I feel exhausted with his generosity. His love for me is becoming a burden. I feel like I am not good enough as I am not financially independent. I feel unworthy of myself and get into silly arguments with him. Every girl dreams to find a caring and supporting partner, but why can't I just accept this change. He is always giving me ideas about career opportunities, but I feel exhausted from my life. Should I state my boundaries, but I fear that he will mind. 

Please enlighten me as what should I do to become a better person for this upcoming change and how to strengthen myself. How should I communicate openly without any egos and maintain a healthy relation with someone I (think) am falling in love?

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