hey again everyone. I hope all is well.
I just saw my ex-best friend's story. seems like she is living a great life. You know that feeling you get when you realize you truly have no friends, no one to turn to in a time of need. Every time I try to make friends it never ends well, so why do it anymore right? In middle school, I had a lot of friends and to think that I have zero right now is kinda crazy.

Sometimes people just take friends as like a normal thing....just calling them your friend won't make you one ..... You've to behave like a friend ...support them , talk to them , never leave them alone , and introduce them to your other friends too.... FRIEND  is not always a normal person in everyone's life... ! Just because its an easy term to be put on anyone walking by your life doesn't allow you to do so ! 

Friends

I don't have any friends, I really want to have a few not too many just one or two best ones but now all of my friends are toxic they push me too hard, they mock me and even though I'm in the so called friend group, I'm the only one who's not invited to hang out with them, they post stuff that they hung out and everything, and since I'm shy and soft-spoken I don't usually talk a lot so they never invite me to meet them when in reality I need someone to talk to, I want my people to talk to me, it sucks to wake up everyday and carry on with your routine without even getting a single hello from anyone. The existing group of friends I have don't value me and treat me like a person who just exists, they all talk to each other I'm the only one who's left out of everything 

Teenagers

I feel emotionally drained after everytime i go out to meet friends.. and i always feel le they hate me secretly.. does anyone feel like this too?? 

Anxiety

What to do when you find your friends distancing from you and realise they don't even care 

I feel left out from friends. What to do?

3am Thoughts

I have had no friends since I was 14 years old, it's being a life without friends and any successful relationship for so long .... Makes me sad ....

Why you are so different from what you pretend to appear?

Intro

Well for first I’ve always thought scl friends are everything , after I went into Pre-university even over there I had scl friends which never made me less of scl friends , so I used to hang with them , but slowly in 12th , the group totally changed , they did remove me from their gang I was fine with it , I had my fellow mates which they’re awesome we used to have so much fun in the Puc but later after 12th no guys intended to contact anyone I just felt there’s some ego nd ignorance in the whole gang , I agree they’re little egoistic but still what are they doing even , I just did move on it was basically the holidays after 12 th due to the covid the admission of degree had been pushed late forward so I was damn alone where I had no one , I always made friends outside of my clg nd scl bcz they had the ego of whatever’ but still after I come into degree I just look back there’s no scl friend who’s there for me totally okay cool but now I got my clg friends over here sometimes I get irritated bcz of their ego sometimes, just in degree I have totally a different group of circle which I’m proud of that I don’t have any past people but still I got 3 people of my clg mates but fine with it just lookin it at how far I’ve have came 

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