He's been playing with me from the start but I always convinced myself and people around me the otherwise until the point where I actually forgot what is happening is unfair to me and I got immune it. 
Last night someone showed me again that he's playing and all the forgotten thoughts came haunting me. Now I feel like I'm half sunk in a ship.
He's getting absolutely everything he wants, I even have plans to do something about it but ..
I'm overthinking. I'm at the point where I really need to get my shit together. Be consistent on my work cause there's no other option. 
How do keep my thoughts away and focus on things which are important?

Nothing is more complicated than dealing with your own self. If you’re thinking it is difficult for you.Then it must be but it will never be un achievable.Do It Girl.It is for your better self 

What immense situation you are going from, i might wont be able to feel that but to clarify your thoughts and for your heart at peace just small advice from other side: 
If you know its breaking you ,you have all the power to break it. Just do it for yourself your peace.You are gonna get through this ,you are stronger than you think.

Boyfriend

Today I turned 18

And I have no frnds at all like I have one though but she doesn't cares:) there is no one whom I can talk hangout with
I am just siting in my room alone crying why don't I have frnds 

Lonely

Hey............ 

Can i ask u something....😐? 


Overthinking

I back myself into a corner now I don't know how to get myself out of it I started drinking alot now I'm trying to stop but that's the hard part it feel like it help with the bad thoughts and everything I don't like doc that much so that why I come here 

Alcohol

EOD park in Delhi

Travel

Four months ago, I met this person on a stranger chat website. I was actually looking for someone of the same gender as me, but I ended up talking with someone of the opposite gender. Our conversations were about very serious stuff at first, like gender orientation, their recent heartbreak, how they dealt with such a painful breakup. They were a person who had battles with depression for quite a time.

I couldn't help but be interested in that person. I never planned to tell them my real name or age or anything about me. It was an anonymous chat and I actually didn't have to. But at that time I just thought, "f*ck it!". I told them my name and they did the same. Weeks passed and we were still communicating. I could tell that they have a good heart despite giving off a guarded façade. I started to fall in love with them and our feelings became mutual after some time. 

At first I thought maybe I just fell in love with the feeling of having someone being there for me, someone listening and being interested in me. But I started to feel so deeply for this person, that I ended up having hopes of being with them, despite them being on the other side of the world.

I started to love them, be interested in the things they're into, know more about them, their family, and almost everything about them. And we started to dream that someday we'll be together. I never thought that I could love someone the way that I love this person who was younger, from a different race and religion, and from a thousand miles away.

It's going to be really hard for the both of us. I'm well aware of that. But having this wonderful connection with someone makes me want to pursue my happiness. Anyone can judge, everyone can say some things about the relationship we have. But I want to hold on to this happiness that I have now, and live with a hope of being in a wonderful adventure with this person.

Love

Hi everyone. You all matter. Maybe the times are hard. But let it pass. I hope we'll be able to fight our demons and emerge victorious. 

Mindfulness

peace in the middle of chaos…. not sure I have mastered the resistance or still figuring it out… Im here to protect my lost inner child..

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