Hello there,
I'm new here just wanted to lift of something from mind so 
Before starting it of .Hope all are great and safe.
....
Well, let's start of about something where people(about a person ) should know stick with the words which they say.
Dont you think? 
After all this time I finally got a courage to let go of something which I thought matters to me most little I know it does not matter that much than I thought it was...

Adulting

So what brings you here?? 

3am Thoughts

Broken 🙃

Alcohol

Family problems suck out the energy in you, leaving you at place where it becomes difficult to describe. As much as I want my family to stay with each other with peace, I see disputes each day
I can't see them sad, feels so heavy 

Frustration

How am I feeling today? I don’t know where to start. Maybe with the fact that I had a breakdown due to the stress of school. Transitioning to online classes was tough. I was stressed before but now my head feels like it’s about to explode. I’ve been crying a lot lately and I want to reach out to someone but I don’t know how. How can I tell my mother that my face is blotchy from crying and not from that moisturiser that irritates my face? How can I tell my father I want to drop out because my stress is so high that I’m losing hair when he thinks I’m excelling in my classes? How do I tell my parents that I’m not straight when they start LGBTQ+ conversations by saying ‘I have a lesbian friend so I’m not homophobic’? I am close with my parents but there’s so many things we disagree on especially when it comes to problems in society, including mental health and sexuality. I try to educate them but it falls on deaf ears. They don’t understand that my passion for these problems is my way of reaching out, so I don’t know what to do.

Stress

Doing mbbs might look cool but 
Tadap tadap ke is dil se aah nikalti rhi 

I just feel ashamed when my mom offers me food or anything while I m studying because I feel I don't deserve that as I left my job couple of moths back for my higher studies and I failed to crack entrance test to university and me dumb guy is living my life on my father's money like I don't deserve this living, this food, this care from my parents I just want to get out and get in some college to complete my higher studies but I don't want to compromise for small college I failed at one exam I have 4 remaining even If I crack one out of that I will be at a good position but....... I m not confident about that I feel damm ashamed when I eat food at home what should I do...

Anxiety

Jab kisi tez leher se bachna ho,

Toh surface pe rehne se kaam nhi chalega, surface mein rahoge toh woh leher ke saath chale jaoge.

Tumko us leher ke gehrai tak jaana hoga, jitna gehra jaoge, utna leher ka force kam hoga.🌸

Waise hi jab life mein problems ayen, toh use sirf upar se mat dekho.
Usko samjho, kya, kyun, kaise ispe chintan karo.
Aur jab tum leher ko puri tarah se samajh jaoge, uska tumhare upar koi asar nhi hoga.🌸

Because you are not the wave.
You are ocean itself✨✨

Motivation

There is this guy I have a crush on. I really don't know what should I do like do I message him or not?

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