Some days my mind goes really blank. Like there is nothing going on there, completely blank. And then there is this small pinch of sadness that overshadows everything and I do not feel like doing anything at all. I know I need to work to improve my life, but the motivation does not come. I have been looking for love in all the wrong places. Sometimes I envy those who actually have found true love. I am in too much self doubt. I just hope I can overcome whatever is happening in my mind.
I kind of know what you’re going through but know this - true love can’t always be your soulmate, it can be your friends, parents, cousins, basically anyone. Love can’t be brought from a place, it is just found. We can’t envy someone who has a good life because someday, someone will envy you.