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So I am really bad at physics and I need extra help. I have found a tutor but he is asking for greens 💵. My dad is an alcoholic and he thinks he can make people stay by paying them and buying them gifts and loaning them. Which leads to fights out of frustration with us and you know what the worst part is - he thinks our happiness is way less important than the outside world's. Even so much so that he fights with us when people ask for loans and he loans them a huge amount. And everyone uses him and I have to help him through his turmoil only to hear hurting words. I Don't ask for much. All is ask for is food shelter and love. And I am so scared to even ask him to hire that tutor because he might start drinking again and I would have to be tortured again. 

Life

So when I stared dating it was all very cute. He used to flirt all the time, compliment me and I felt so good. Now it’s almost 7 months of dating and compliments have gone, flirting is not even their.
He does take care of me, drop me home but I miss those moments when he used to make me blush. 

Is this normal or am I overthinking?

Boyfriend

Right now i feel like something very heavy is on my head and i cant get rid of it. crying all day all night everyday not missing one single day . Having no family support no friends support getting scolded even when i am just begging for some therapy for my life getting bad scolding and wanting to end all the pain is the feel when u are lonely and have nothing to do in life have no motivation just going to heaven is the motivation u got...👼

Mental Health

I am a 25yrs who Ioved a boy with all my heart it was my scnd relationship after 3-4yrs gap...we were about to get married I talked to my paremts convinced them and used to talk to his mother… It is been 3yrs since we are in a relationship and we got physical too… I knew in India girls respect n everything is judged on this basis but he seems so genuine n I truly loved him …only interaction with his father was pending for marriage…few days back when we were together I checked his phone n saw nudes of other girl the girl claimed earlier they are in relation for 6-7yrs n then said she was forcing him to be in the relationship I don’t know wht was that… She knew about me still that was happening…i can’t leave my boyfriend…he said he had done this coz the girl blackmails him for suicidal attempt n when I got back home same thing happened she texted that I will commit suicide n everything…i secretly kept her number. My bf said sorry bt I can’t believe that he was having sex with that girl same time when we were seeing each other… I m in so much pain I can’t sleep from last few days I have no friend with whom I can share… I can’t let my family know about this…the other day he like said sorry n assured me nothing like this will happen n the next day said he wants to end things with Me as it is my punishment I checked his phone and he cheated his punishment is to stay away from me as he loves me… I don’t know I begged him to not end things as I can’t live without him… He said he can’t face me…i assured him that we will go through this time… But deep down I am afraid wht if this happens again… Wht if he is still in contact with that girl… He also have heart health issues…i haven’t yelled at him just cried like hundred times…i want to correct things please give me some hope or advice… Srsly I don’t want to live without him I have no control over myself
Please help me please please 

Relationships

Is it important to be with your ex ???

3am Thoughts

Do you watch K-drama?

Movies

Hey People.
I feel nothing.
I want one person in my life to whom I can share everything.My ups and downs,my lows and highs everything.That one person who could be there for me always.
The one person you can stay with me forever.

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