Hello… Now & Me family
I hope you all are doing well and taking care of yourself.
I would like to share some of my thoughts, emotions in this post and looking forward to here some recommendations from you peoples. Well, earlier i did upload a post and got some really good suggestions but the thing is as i am keeping all the emotions to myself. Sometimes, these emotions or thoughts just works against me, especially i know i have to thrive myself to get some work done but at the same moment i just look for someone to just be with me. I don’t know who should i put this feelings into words but i really think and feel like at this stage we really need a partner or a best friend who will listen to you and say i got your back.
Lately, I was not even talking to people some incident happened in life recently from which i did not fully recovered or healed myself properly. So, now the situation is for me is going worst everyday, the thing is i have a thesis a to complete submission in January and i just cant focus on that, daily lifecycle of life totally fucked up***. Just don’t know how to sort this mess of my life. I tried to do meditation, watched motivational video, did a lot to research but i have no clue how to get out from this dark side.
Friends and relationships are like a glass of water. It’s not painful if you hold the glass but if you hold that glass for far too long your hands would become numb and start feeling pain and you’ll eventually put it down.
What I’m trying to say is, you don’t need a friend a right now. When you go through every phase of life you incidentally do it alone, with yourself and with anyone per say. Now imagine your life without that glass of water just until your hand feels good. Life is Just like that. You should first take care of yourself and to do that you need to feel good about yourself.
Any small win could help you get back in life with a little confidence. I’m talking about anything. Even a game of ludo or even if you learn a new sentence in a different language will help you back.
ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF.
I wish you find all the happiness in the world.
I agree. I’m with someone who I thought I’ve wanted for as long as I can remember. Alone in my room in my moms home I would dream of my partner to complete me but I was wrong fast forward 10-15 years and I was wrong I’ve learned that sometimes you just need yourself. Your family is always there to love you. The world is crazy right now, I am so thankful to have schoolwork to do and look forward to. I try to focus on what would be there for me in the future. :)
