Last month I got to know that my only best friend & the guy whom I loved(I met this guy through my best friend, they two know each other since 8years) bitched about me with few of their friends(respectively & also together with other friends) I got to know about this from that guy. Currently, they two are not close friends anymore (the guy & my best friend). This really hurts me alot whenever I think about it & also end up crying at times.
I also knew these two were attracted towards eachother during their high school. In between I broke up with that guy & he had a thought of dating my best friend (his answer was we both had a bond from beginning so it will be easy for us to date). This though is very disturbing for me. The worst thing is both of them are not even guilty about this.
Currently, I’m not talking to both of them. I had confronted my best friend about this & she had denied this. I need your help with letting go them completely from my life, mind & heart. Because of these thoughts I behave rude with my family members. It make me feel really bad about myself.