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3am Thoughts

Is it okay to cry without any reason and at any time of the day? I cant figure out that why do i keep crying, and after crying i just start overthinking that what was the reason that made me cry; and i cant even think about a single reason. I hate this feeling whenever i cry, i feel it would be better if i could not feel anything at all. I know this isnt normal, thats why i really want to know whats wrong with me and how do i overcome this. Or is it just a phase? But no, i dont think so that its just a phase cause this is happening with me for over a year now. So, how do i handle myself?

Frustration

This is what I get from worrying so much about Meredith. ￼

Insomnia

What so many need right now is a safe place to fall apart. Not in a tragic way, but like an extended exhale. No advice. No interruptions to your thought process. No list of what's next to heal. A place where you know you are safely held & that by resting, you will soon rise.

Adulting

How are you feeling today?

Mental Wellbeing

Things have changed a lot.
There's no excitement in anything. This Thursday we went on team lunch and as my bday was the latest one, my manager asked to celebrate. At the end of the lunch they bought a cake and they started singing b'day song and i hurried and cut the cake. Then my manager asked to feed the cake to the person who you like the most and i ate the first bite. It kinda felt good, but later after sometime there was another b'day celebration and it was kind of better than mine. Even though it wasn't a bday celebration for me, it made me feel a little disappointed. 

Feels like I'm not that cheerful or interesting person. No one likes me. The recent events are still impacting me.

Though I'm talking to a counselor but things are not happening properly. I'm not able to do anything properly. 

There are a lot of things that I'm still unable to put out here. Always i try to keep a happy face and due to work i get anxious and when after returning home, while sleeping everything bursts out.

Exhausted

Good friend tell you what you don't want to hear , if you have one you are lucky ......
Do you agree guys 

Body Positivity

Today, I got to know that some of my school classmates are making fun of my complexion, my skin ailment, and looking down at me as if I am an alien even though I haven't seen any of them since we left school and it's been 7 yrs since I left school. The best part is, it isn't making me feel bad because they are judging me from my school days and currently I am a graduate, but also I am not able to get it out of my head and nor able to communicate with anyone. 

Heyy!!

Just wanted to vent out something bothering me for

long...

My friends... They are good, really helpful and care about me... But they sometimes, most of the time don't know

when they end out hurting me...

I have different ideologies and experiences than them, isn't it normal? People are different... But whenever I put forth my ideology, instead of giving it a thought they try opposing it by there ideology, and that okay, but the way they do that... I don't like it... Iam okay with their opinion but whenever I say think this way, or keeps on arguing my opinion, they seem to get annoyed, and either starts laughing or leave the room...

Even when have to share something from my experience, something that usually happens with me, and if that doesn't match their experience or if that doesn't make sense to them, they just ignore it by laughing and saying she always say stupid things and never stops Arguing....

Why would I stop?? I believe iam right... Cause i have

experienced it....

And sometimes get so annoyed that google if I made any sense, and if I find something relatable or justifying, forward that to them... Instead of accepting was right Or they were wrong

they just say, she always has to prove her point... They do consider my perspective, when atleast one person from the grp says that happened with her too... That time all of that makes sense to them...

Recent times, this happens everyday... And iam really pissed... Sometimes I feel that I should say how I feel to all of them, but then again they are my friends and college is about to end in 2 months...@ What should do to make myself calm... I don't like all of this... And if I say I felt bad, they be like, why, we didn't say anything... I just want them to understand

that iam not a fool and I have a different perspective...

If I react iam rude...

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