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Qbogdan @qbogdan

Hello…I wrote a poem about what i feel daily.
My life is the melody nobody is going to hear…
My rhytm is like an infinite echo,it never stops,even though it never wants to be there.
My skin is soft.It is a soft body armor,layered to be able to protect me from everything you can feel…
It’s like three thick walls of concrete.
My soul is locked with a key nobody is able to find,not even me.
My mind is like a blossomed tree,all of the beautiful flowers that make you feel better fall and disappear during hard times.
I wonder if i can swim without becoming water.If i can drown in the lake i love without feeling pain,if i can be myself without feeling pain.

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Drishti Gupta @drishtigupt...

Hey @qbogdan, this is such a beautiful poem. I’d just like to say that I am here to listen to whatever you have to say and that you’re not alone!

My favorite line is “My skin is soft. It is a soft body armor, layered to be able to protect me from everything you can feel…” but for me it means that your skin is soft and you’re kind but it is also strong like an armor and can deal with anything that life throws at you!❤️

Qbogdan @qbogdan

Thank you…i just want to thank you for caring,i really appreciate when people care…Most of the times i feel empty…Nobody from my family or group of friends can understand what i am going through,they were never there.I have days when i feel sad and cannot do anything and i have days when i cannot frel anything,any happiness,any pain,any sadness…

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Drishti Gupta @drishtigupt...

I understand what you mean. It’s all about the little things in life I believe for people like us which is why we appreciate the smallest of gestures. I would suggest that you please try talking to your friends and family and explain them what you feel. I really believe they will try to understand. It might take time for them to get it but atleast try getting the communication started :)

Qbogdan @qbogdan

I started to talk with two girls from the group that understand me,cause they are feeling what i am feeling right now.They are really good friends.Thank you for the advice!!!

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Drishti Gupta @drishtigupt...

That’s greaaaat to hear! I am so glad that it helped.
Do know that I’m here to hear you out as well :)
Take care and stay safe!

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