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daytripper
@daytripper

Hello,
I keep coming back to write here. Self-acceptance is the key to self-love and right now, I am trying so hard to make myself understand that even though I am feeling so down, the world has not ended. When I was friendless in school and college, it did not hurt me. I seldom bothered. But once I opened my heart to love and friendship, it always kicked me right in the face. Maybe I was wrong, maybe the people I opened up to is wrong. It does not make a difference as I know I have to start walking alone again. I do not know what I might find in the future, all I want is just not to be hurt again even after giving so much love.

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@unblinkings

i can relate to u buddy…friendless most of my school life…just 2-3 namesake friends wanna me to comfort n provide for them as n when they needed…thts not friendship right…anyhow i had made friendship with this situation only so now it bothers me much lesser…just wanna tell u one thing…its not necessary that we find good company in only our age people…try befriending a child or a old person …they perhaps can change the meaning n dimensions of love for u

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daytripper
@daytripper

The pandemic has made the situation worse. I can’t get out of my home and her thoughts keeps haunting me.

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@lamoriya0095

you r right there is way,just stay strong meanwhile pls.i am not in that much pain because her thoughts are rare now so i can concentrate now on things i do but there is still something i guess because i still havent purchased a phone to be in touch with people but i hope that this would also be ok like previously the depression did. just stay strong meanwhile. 😃

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daytripper
@daytripper

Trying to do that, my friend. Trying real hard. But it hurts and I am trying to overlook it because right now, I don’t have anything to do.

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