Hello!!!
I am new here!
How to connect with people, and what kind of conversations take place here?

okieeee! happy to be here. how can i talk personally if i want to? and not public

Hi,you can share anything...you can make friends,seek support,seek advice its a happy place.

Here people helps each other on their issues.

Hey!! Welcome! I’m also new here!! Hope you’ll get a positive experience here!!

Now&Me Thinks

Kar kya rha hai bhai tu? Me bol rha hu tu app chhodh de ...sadak pr khde hoke bolega to isse jyada log aayenge ....

Frustration

I am tired of depression 😪 

Depression

Girlfriend broke up with me today she just told me she loved me yesterday morning before leaving the house a month ago we got into a huge fight it got physical towards the end of the fight she pulled my beard so hard even my skin my reaction was to push her she ended up hitting her head and getting a few stitches I wasn’t trying to do it intentionally or aiming to hit her head on the door I just wanted her off of me turn to yesterday her parents questioned her about the hospital bill she decided to tell them which was a little confusing since we’ve been going to therapy she likes to involve other people today she came with her mother and picked up her things I couldn’t believe it we’ve been good the last couple of weeks she told me she loved me yesterday she even showed me new apartments on Saturday to look at in the afternoon I downloaded a texting app since she blocked me from everything I was just telling her please don’t do this let’s continue therapy for her to talk to me she said she was unhappy and that to be happy she has to let me go I don’t understand how she can say that when she was telling me she loves me then she said stop texting her she was acting so cold heartless even mentioning a restraining order my heart dropped felt like a punch to the stomach I’ve never had someone say that me I’m not that type of person. I’m really down guys just trying to occupy my mind do you guys think there still hood we’ve been together almost 2years just lost right now to go from living with her to now she’s not here  

Breakup

I feel confused. I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend of 3 years. I love him, but things aren't the same anymore. We aren't as affectionate with each other as we used to be, and it makes me a bit sad. I long for affection....even if it's not from my own boyfriend. I met a guy a few months ago, we haven't talked but I just found him attractive is all. I keep dreaming about this guy, and I don't know why or what that is supposed to mean. Like I said we never even talked but I've dreamt about him more than 3 times already. The dreams I have with him are romantic. It makes me feel wanted but guilty at the same time since I have a boyfriend. Is this bad? 

Confusion

i dont expect anybody to read this but, i hate my life. my school is so fucking annoying i hate everyone here. theres this one group of boys, theyre so toxic i SWEAR. they find a way to humiliate and bully anyone, and this time it was me. see, theres this one boy. im literally obsessed with him and i love him so much and i feel like ill never get over him. but hes in that group and hes one of the main guys there so its so hard to cut ties with them. recently theyve been sharing humiliating photos of me, posting it online, they even made some song to cuss me out and i didnt even do shit. i blocked them and now i want to refollow him and readd him on everything just so i can call him and text him again, but i know everything wont be the same because he and his whole friend group hates me and probably think im so pathetic and sensitive because i got mad about the shit theyve done to me. they even got real mad at this one guy who used to be in there friend group but he missed one of their birthday parties because of a PERSONAL reason. theyre so immature and i wonder when theyll grow up. all they do is point out me and my other girl friends' insecurities but they dont know we cry at night about those little things. i cant wait to get away from them. ive known these boys since my whole elementary years and it was my mistake to start talking to them, calling them on discord and playing video games with them. i feel so different lately, ive been ignoring people, just listening to music 24/7, and i shower late and never complete homework. i feel like my life is a mess and those boys are making things worse. but then again, im only in 7th grade. compared to others, my problems are small so i shouldnt be complaining, right? im so excited to go to highschool and free myself from the toxic shit im in, but i hear many saying that highschool is worse and it changes you anymore. i dont really have anyone to talk to about this, so all i can do it share on this random site.

Sorry for the emotional rant, but God knows I need to. so, here it goes...
I feel so shitty and down.
I'm someone who grew up staunchly believing in the idea of hopeless romance and now that I'm older, I realised I cannot be further from the truth. I fall for someone so easily but never receive the care and love back. I cannot take it anymore wondering if it's always going to be this way. I've heard many empty platitudes, I just want my mind to be at peace.

Anxiety

Since my childhood, I am not able to do what I want always done what my parents want even in my studies, what dress I wear almost everything. 
When I was in high school my dream was to become a teacher but mom being a teacher she was not supporting me to choose that profession. For my undergraduate, they forced me to choose either medical or engineering. In that, I chose civil engineering. Till now I don't know why I chose that. After my undergraduate, I worked in the same field, but I am not able to work always feel sad and stressed so my body started to react as I started to get fever continuously. So after crying and talking a lot to my parents, I decided to quit the job. During my Undergraduate, I caught my eyes on environmental engineering and I decided to do my PG on that. Actually now I am enjoying it. So I decided to continue my career in that. When I told about these they are forcing me to get a government job. I want to work in the environmental field and also not interested in desk jobs. I tried to convince them but they are making me emotionally weak. During my free time, I help others in their studies, which I like but my parents get angry when I teach someone as I am wasting time and not using that time for preparation for govt exam. I feel so stressed.
Always want to break this cocoon but their emotional blackmailing making me weak and weaker day by day. Whenever I try to express what I want they always tell me we have given you all that you want. Hearing this makes me even worse. 
Never allow doing things myself . They always keep me in their hands. When I tell them I want to go out, they tell me it's not safe and be with them only. So even doing small things nowadays like shopping, travel.... makes me nervous.
In addition to all that they are forcing me to get married which I am not ready and not interested in.

I'm falling for him
But I know he doesn't even care


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