Hello. Happy New Year guys. Hope y’all are doing good. Nothing just dealing with life just like everyone else. Need some time off. The goal is to actively participate in life and know that life is happening for me and not to me. To make the most of the situation. To remain composed and go strong after my fears and to overcome them, to not let it run and ruin yet another year of my finite time here. Wish I’d someone to guide me through this. mentor or something, guess rn I’m dealing with this alone, let’s see. Fighting so hard these negative thoughts of mine, just done with it. They aren’t welcome here anymore. IDC and dont believe a word that they say. I am gonna go after what I want even if it seems impossible. Thank You for listening. Take Care! Ciao!