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Friends

I'm so exhausted. I just want this to be over with.

Education

Shararate karne ka mn abhi bhi krta h .. pta nhi bachpna jinda h ya Ishq aadhura hai...

Happy

From the bottom of my heart,

I hope 2024 is a better mental health year for everyone.

🤍✨

Mental Health

Alone with my Soul

Addiction

I have a lot going on and I have lot to deal with. I'm super emotionally volatile and I dont know how to deal with it. I get teary as soon as somebody says something even a tiny bit threatening or what I perceive as threatening. 

I recently broke up to my boyfriend whom i dated for almost 2 years. It was a good relationship initially, we had involved our families. We used to meet each other's parents, celebrate with cousins, i used to feel so comfortable with his side of family. He was a show off, and always lied to me about almost everything. He cooked up stories and would feed me with every nonsense but the truth about an event. I am quite ambitious and he was very careless and immature. I would worry about our careers and he would never take any interest in our future. I tried talking to him over the years about his lack of clarity about his own life and that i am worried for him as he is not taking anything seriously. Then things took a drastic change when he started cheating on me. I used to find chats and calls with random girls. A friend of mine found him on a dating app. Another friend got asked out by him. But everytime i would ask him or argue, his family came in between and sorted things out. Once i didn't listen to them and broke up with him. It went well for a while but then he came back and threatened me to commit suicide. I had to say yes to meet him. When we met, he apologized and promised that he would never do anything again. I gave him a second chance as i didn't have any proofs against him. For a few months he kept on putting so many efforts that i finally came back into a relationship. This time i didn't see any such activities but his family started ignoring me. Then i got to know that they do not consider me as someone of their standard and advise him to break up with me. He started hiding me from his family. I felt heartbroken, but didn't say anything. He then started raising his voice, slapped me a few times and i started getting scared of him. He used to care a lot but these things were undeniable. So i simply broke up with him. I tried to end things on a good note by apologizing for my mistakes but a few days ago he called me when he was drunk and firstly he started showing different emotions towards me ranging from sadness, grief, anger, frustration and then hatred and when i repeatedly denied to reconcile. He threatened me that he has my videos that he shot without consent and he would post them everywhere. I kept crying and asking him why is he doing this. But he kept saying i will ruin you or agree to my demands. He kept on making weird sexual demands. When i finally said i am going to tell my family about this. He said i deleted them and then he said i lied cause i wanted to hurt you. I don't have anything. He said sorry the next day but when i still denied to reconcile. He again started disrespecting me. I removed him from my life. But he keeps coming back and i am scared but mostly hurt. I do not know how to feel, what to think. But i am very disturbed. I do not know what to do to make myself sane. I keep thinking each and every aspect of our relationship, i know he doesn't deserve any chances but i am scared of getting manipulated by him. What should i do?

Boyfriend

Somedays are really tough but that doesn't mean I failed. I fall, I cried, I laughed, I wiped wasn't this a part of our childhood too. Though now we fail more, we cry more..we laugh less ,we wipe less..WE ARE STILL STRONG.
STRONGER than yesterday..Emotionally breaking up more frequently but what's the matter to be strong and not revise it. If you're broken in your teens then you'll definitely stand as an outstanding adult..As a role model..You'll be exampled and portrayed as a strong pillar. But rise and fall is a part of our life. And if you think crying is our losers..You cried too.(Because you are also strong and Do fighters don't cry?..I suppose they cry the most)..I'm not touching the roots of philosophy but REMEMBER YOU ARE STRONG
YOU DESERVE MUCH 
YOU'D CAME A LONG WAY HERE NOT TO STOP

LOTS OF LOVE TO THOSE WHO FOUGHT ALONE, ARE FIGHTING ALONE....fix yourselves in a way that Noone dares to break you...CHEER UP SOULS

Affirmations

For me it's very difficult to laugh in pain. But I managed to do that. Now I'm like a robot. Smile when sad, smile when happy, and what I lost in the process is me. I don't know when things will get back to normal. Still smiling, smiling until I forgot to cry. Too anxious, struggling a lot with that fake muscular moment of cheeks, called smile.

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