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I hope you too can have peace and happiness in this life.

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Acquaintance

Exams are over, an hoga goa ka plan cancel ... 

Exam

Pyaar se nafarat si ho gyi hai kyonki aajkl pyaar bhesbadalkar jo hone lga,,,,

3am Thoughts

Anyone from Gurgaon up for weekend plans or weekend trip?

Climate Change

How I feel today is confusing, the horrific feeling that I am going through is not easy to put into words. 

I miss my ex, way too much. Well you could say that they and I have had many troubles together. It started of with us knowing each other for 2 months, they broke up with me and I was so hurt by it. That night and almost the whole week I bailed my eyes out like there was no tomorrow. Eventually after a week they started to date someone else, which made it even harder for me. I tried to move on, but nothing worked. It’s been 6 months, and I did not move on completely. You see, me and them have been through so much after our relationship. The first time they cut me off : a week later an old friend of mine texted me and said that they were having a panic attack, begging me to help them out because they didn’t know what to do. My ex decided to unblock me and I spoke to them, it was 2 am and we kept talking until 5. They told me that they missed me and that they were sorry. The second time it was because they saw me talking shit about them when they broke up with me, I was hurt and I wanted to make them look bad in my eyes so that I would be able to move on, but not even that worked. How they found out? They were on my account because I asked them to do something, then they promised me not to read me and my best friend’s dm, but they ended up doing that and scrolling 2 months back. After that they dmed me and were sorry, we missed each other too much. There was where the false hope started, they told me that I was the love of their life, that I was their drug, for them 2 weeks later to date someone else. That hurt. Not a week later they told me to tell me what was wrong and I didn’t want to talk about how I felt, because I felt guilty. After I told them that I’d wait for them, they blocked me. Many things happened after that, way too many. People kept sending them anonymous tells “You did them wrong.” “You are heartless” , it hurt me as well because of me, they had to receive that from some anons who I don’t even know. That night they texted me and told me to keep my minions away. I told them that I didn’t send anyone to them. They got mad and we had a whole fight, they said that I was manipulative and some other hard words. Then I was shocked, I was messed up. I gave them an apology. Then again we were friends again after a week. And now? Because I have an “unhealthy obsession” with them + I was avoiding talking about my feelings with them, they decided to cut me off again. It didn’t hurt that much, but today it hurts more than ever. I don’t know what to do about it, it’s been 6 months. 

I want to move on, but I don’t know how to. 

Overthinking

isn't it interesting, how i can still act okay even i am obviously not, i'm crying but i manage to mantain my normal voice. still, i don't have enough courage to tell what im feeling just scared to be judge and annoying, or even get my family even angrier. then here i am, telling internet coz i have noone else. i hate my life, i hope my parallel me doesn't going through the same situation as me ;^;

Self Esteem

I asked my boyfriend is he miserable with me became everytime he playing the games with his friends he laughing and smiling and when I asked him can we go somewhere or do turn the fan or talk to him his smile disappears, like I’m aggravating him or ruining his moments. 😞 sometimes I just wanna break up and just let him see how much of a difference it makes when he’s actually alone and then alone with me. What should I do or say to him? 

Boyfriend

So I've been in a relationship for one year. We were so happy together for the first 4 months. Then I started getting excuses that he was busy and all. Still I understood and stuck around. I was always there for him 24/7.
I was giving my 100% for this relationship while he was giving only 40%. I felt that he was fed up with me but I stuck around no matter what. I thought he was the one but then later on we started having some disputes and I started to back off from the relationship. I had my friends to support me and they were telling me he's not worth it. But still I was there for him, just not as usual. I stopped giving my 100 % and was a bit distant. And he didn't notice that. I had to confront him on that issue. Then he told me that he was going to look out for this issue and he started making an effort to make me feel better. I did feel better in the beginning but then I gave up on him. I decided to break up with him when he was making an effort and I could see that he actually really loves me. But now I don't feel the same. So I broke up with him but he's still giving his best so that I return back to him. But I don't know what to do. Someone please help me.

Breakup

I feel so sad than my family doesn't really look like they support my dream to writ and publish a book...

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