Hello everyone 
I was in a relationship the boy never treated me right although he did tell me that there won't be any future for us and he broke his promises so many times,  but as  we broke up  for good even though he hurt me so bad I am not mad at him anymore .I want to talk to him again but don't want to be in a relationship with him I know we were not good match for each other .But I still think he is a good person even though he was not a good boyfriend.I want to talk to him and be friends with him .I even forgot all the things he did to me is there something wrong with me ? Should I be angry with him .I don't understand what should I do .

I am glad this helped! Do let me know if you have any other worries. Would be happy to help :)

I think it's completely okay to be friends with him IF he treats you right as a friend. Every person is different in different relationships. Maybe if I'm a good friend, that doesn't prove I'll be a good girlfriend as well. If I'm a good mother, doesn't mean I'll be a good wife as well.

So, it's okay to not feel angry right now and give him another chance. If he treats you right and stays with you as a friend, then it's great otherwise please remember that you can always end the friendship and get out of the toxicity. Good luck!

Breakup

my ex always heart me even after break up 

So I am texting this guy. Sometimes I'm into him, sometimes I don't want to talk to him at all. 

Acquaintance

i love my ex so much till the point im imagining myself falling in love with someone else making me sad 😭

i still miss him. everyday it gets worse and i just wanna know when will it end. i was with her today ofc bc she’s my best friend and my constant thoughts were “it’s so obvious now why everyone loves her more.” she’s so sweet and kind. i love her so much, she’s always been there for me. just sometimes i wonder, why does everyone have to pick her i mean, i get that she’s better than me but i just want one chance. just one. to prove who i actually am and to prove that i can be as good as her sometimes. people just need to give me time. and him, he gave me time, i told him my feelings. he understood my feelings completely and he still chose to leave. if i’m that bad why didn’t he tell me first. i know i need to let go of him but i just can’t and i don’t know why. i’m so scared to love or trust anyone now because of him so why can’t i let him go? why haven’t my feelings changed? i wish i wasn’t scared to love or trust people because, if i could just love someone that wasn’t him just for two seconds, then maybe. just maybe. i’ll be able to feel some real feelings. i’ve lost myself completely it’s like when i look in the mirror im not looking at a person, it’s like i’m looking at an empty shell that’s just been evacuated or something. i don’t know who i am anymore. 

I was asked for my inst@ id after saying hi n asking hw r u 
When i said no he disconnected me saying  “good luck wth senseless attitude” 
Can’t handle rejection hah

3am Thoughts

you know it's all so painful. I've been in a relationship where my alter-ego tells me that I insist him to suicide. He always says that I am a bad person, I cannot love someone, I can only affect their mental health badly. The way he punishes me is he blocks me or doesn't talk to me. I have no friends. He always tries to disparage me. With him I have constant fear of abandonment always. Our family knows about us, and we might get married soon. Whenever I try to share my thoughts he always says I am stupid to think. I changed my life completely just to make him talk to me. He forces me to change my opinion on everything. Whenever I asks him to change himself or anything, he always tells me to change myself first then point at him. I have been in an abusive relationship before too and never wanted to make this one the same. I don't share anything with anyone. I feel so alone every single time. I have no one to listen, to solve my problems. I cannot handle it alone anymore.

Emotional Abuse

I started to ignore a person who I loved for almost a year. 6 months ago he made a gf and stopped being in a close communication with me. But these last few days he actively contacts me, like he tries to talk to me, texting me random stuff etc. What does this even mean? 

Confusion

This is what I wrote about my bf… I need help what do I do when I feel this way..

I’m so insecure, I look at my self different now. What if I’m not as pretty as her or as cool or nice as her. What if she’s better than me? All I’ve ever wanted was for someone to love me. But what if I’m not good enough..? What if he likes her more than me and just doesn’t want to hurt my feelings? I hate seeing him hangout with girls now because what if something happens.. I won’t know.. and I can’t do anything to stop them. They are 6 hours away.. how am I supposed to know what’s happening.. it’s been four hours that he hasn’t texted me and now he’s at a girls house.. and  won’t respond.. what if he’s doing things with her..? I’ve sat here and cried for about 2 hrs now… I know he’ll leave me, everyone leaves me. I try so hard I’ve put some much effort into it. I know I’m not perfect or prettier than her but I just want you to know I really did try. I love you so much and care about you even more. It absolutely tears me apart to see you want someone else. I’m so insecure, I don’t even love myself anymore. I can’t stop crying I’m so broken. It hurts so much to see you want someone else. I’d do anything to be perfect and be skinny and pretty.  I stopped eating so I could be skinnier because guys go for skinner girls because they are really pretty… well I’m not I’m just side trash. I want to be pretty so so bad. 



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