Hello  everyone i recently lost my father. I need help . I just dont know whom i can talk to or share with. Is anyone there for a convo ?

My deepest condolences.
Are you holding up well? 

Not really im really trying hard to just accept it but im not able to .. any i have a mother and brother who isnt supportive towards my feelings. I feel so alone all the time 

I really want to share my feelings to someone.. i dont know if this is right or wrong but i really want to have conservation 

My condolences. Don't worry we're here. I know it's inappropriate to ask but how are you feeling? Are you okay?

I’m so sorry. Please take care. And also please remember that we are here for you 

I'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong. May God give you and your family so much strength. You can talk about anything if u want, here for you 

Depression

So I'm  the only child in the family and my dad passed away 2 yr ago. Been daddy's  little girl all my life, and now all of a sudden my only pillar of support is no more. Now my mom is sick and has to undergo a surgery. She has suffered a lot being a cancer survivor.  Its really tough to do everything alone. I really need a shoulder to lean on

Cancer

I lost my mom 6months back and i dont have anybody to talk about my emotional state. 
Idk how to cope with this. Hoping someone would atleast listen here to what I wana say. 

Anxiety

We lost a family member today and most heartbreaking part was his 3yr old daughter who literally said : papa aap jldi aanaa thk h I love you....💔💔

Loss

I lost my mother a month back and ever since I have lost interest in anything. I cry but it does no good. I feel a pain in my heart and dont know what to do. Trying to be strong for my father n brother though. But every night I think about her and wonder why she left us so early. I am unable to imagine my life without her. I am suffocating from within but I keep a comforting front entire day. I have a job but lost my interest. Have a loving husband but I don’t like to speak to him either. I think of dieing sometimes but then neither I have courage nor I can give more pain to father & husband. Found this website today so thought of giving it a try. Not sure if anyone would read or advise.

My boyfriend lost his grandmother today. And we are in long distance. How do I comfort him? What do I say? :(

Boyfriend

 Back in Jan. 1991, my mother who had breast cancer that ended up being a brain tumor. My father a me took care of my mother at home for about 9 or so months. She then went into the hospital. I slept in her room for a month or so. That whole time I was totally isolated. No visitors or phone calls for a year. Then in march of 1992, my youngest brother committed suicide. The minute I was told, I immediately went into a state of deep depression. I felt like dying all the time so I started smoking crack. It was the thing that took my mind off of dying. During that time I found out that my daughter wasn't mind. Then my older brother in California died.  One of my two best friends came over and spent the night. We had pizza and beer. He calls me a day later and says his arm went numb and that he was in the hospital. He called a few times saying don't bother coming to the hospital because he'll be home the next day. A day after that his wife called me and told me Jeff had died. This made me way more  depressed. Later that year I found out that my other best friend had been murdered. On top of this, I used to watch a particular female newscaster. She reminded of a friend's cousin. I didn't see her for awhile. Then it was announced that she had cancer and would be back after her treatment. Next thing I know they are announcing that she died. I was depressed but I thought that I was still grieving. This went on for sixteen years. I finally got some help at the VA hospital but my life had changed for good. Every one who I had loved was dead and everyone who loved me was dead. I went from being a extrovert to being an introvert. I was afraid that if I cared about you, you would die. I had a few so called fair weather friends during that time but it wasn't the same. Forward to 2019. The pandemic hit. My father died in 2010. He was living in assisted living. They found him dead in his apartment. I  live alone and was scared that if I got the shots I would go home a die alone. I just got my shots two or three weeks ago. I have been literally alone with no one to talk to for two years and I have chronic insomnia from working at Amazon. I'm not looking for sympathy. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I have been holding all of this in since 1991.

Mental Health

**i will miss my dad** he is my no. 1 idol in my life. Love u so much papa. Best dad ever. Rest in peace. You will no longer suffer. Ilove you papa!

Family

My Mind is not getting diverted Guys please Help me or talk. 2 days back a person In my neighbour died he was suffering from some disease. He has 3 childrens 2 of them are 1p years old. And HELL with this. I saw everything His last days and his Last rituals too. And My Mind is soooo Upset Now. PLEASE guys Help Me Out

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