Hello everyone.. 

How much lose did you make in treading this month.? 😅🙏

lucky kushwaha

Career

I'm Tired

Every time what I feel I just need notifications no matter on which app I am getting even Flipkart, YouTube etc I find okay for me 
What I want all time is just to talk to someone no matter it’s girl or a boy or a random roadside person 
But I feel if an alone but going out is also tough for, I had panic attack recently it’s tough

3am Thoughts

I have a flight tomorrow 8am.have to leave home by 4.30am. Wish I had done packing earlier., would be so relaxed right now... But the moment ingo for it.. My brain freezes. Had it been done I would be chilling. Doing tomorrow's tasks for a retainer.. Or just watching a movie with mom ok going to do it now... Like nowwww

Dear God.. Please help me best this master procrastination and pack! Within 30 min. So I literally have like 3.5 hours to chill /work and be

Adulting

What if, There is an another you in other possible alternate Universes 😳

These sudden good bye's are always f..k our mind 🤯🥺

Breakup

I feel lost, sad, angry and defeated.

I just trned 38, and, lost my job due to the pandemic (clients stopped coming, my workers left because we just simply could not get work), and now I feel old and feel that life no longer has any purpose. 

I tear up constantly now, and feel that, because of my loneliness, my lack of a job, and even the lack of my own house now, I no longer have anything to give to anyone; I am single, and I have been sort of a shut-in for a good part of my life, and I feel I have no friends, I feel my family sees me as a failure (my oldest brother works as an IT specialist in NY, and my older brother is a chief Surgeon).

I feel have nothing of value, no one to love, no friends to laugh with, no family to find solace with, and I just want things to end.

I feel it's too late for me, too late to travel, to meet new people, to love...

I want the pain to end. 

Depression

Can I get someone to speak I'm at the verge of breaking down 

it’s currently 3:17 and im at a friends house w evb sleeping OVERTHINKING like always.

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