Hello, anyone need to talk with me?😊
But Please send me connect because i can't send it in this app:( .

Friends

Want to be in a relationship but afraid of getting cheated on. 

3am Thoughts

Anyone?

I didn't wanted to come in relationship I was single more than 2years... There are so many guys who wanted to be with me but I didn't feel and I was afraid that they will cheat ... Though I never fell in love before relationships were casual and was kinda infatuation to me and also didn't last long not more than few months.. my friends cheated on me, I got cheated alot, so I'm unable to trust anyone... But this guy whom I met 3months back, convinced me so much to be with him, he promised that he will never stress me mentally and will be with me in every situation but now he hurts me always.. remains busy never asks me how am I, even if I'm sad and try to say something he says I'm toxic and I always fight 😔 I'm so broken already I have a lot of problems in my own life 😓😔

Lonely

There is a boy whom I love the most, should I tell him?

Crush

Hi
N here.. After a long time. Some of you might have read my story some time back.. Regarding my bf getting married to someone his parents chose for him. He got married on 25 April and yes it has been a tough time for me... That day is something I feel I will never be able to forget.. But I've stopped calling him and i asked him that doesn't he think he is being unfair for his wife if he still keep on talking to me.... It was hard but that day i asked him to give me a photo of his wife... Idk why... But he obviously denied at first coz he knew it will hurt me but i still said that after he got married and that's something I got to know then why is he caring about hurting me by a photo now... He sent it and i was actually in tears but i asked him to leave me alone and don't call me.. I cry sometimes... A lot and it is difficult to sleep peacefully since some time.... But i saw his wife's photo and she seemed very innocent ,she belonged to some village and is a very simple girl.... she might have dreams about her marriage. And i am trying my best to stay away from my love now.. Yes he did hurt me but i still love him... But i also hate him at the same time as I feel betrayed and used and then thrown away.. I am ok one day and then broken for some days but i am trying hard to live without him. Without the dreams that he said that we will achieve in future.... I somehow hate him as he prooved that he can walk away easily and that my intuitions were correct I just ignored it a lot of times. It seems all those 7 years were fake. As if every word, every promise was fake. Every I love you and I will be there for you always was fake. He even said that nothing will change and that we will still be the same even after he will marry someone else... Was this the respect and love he had for me that I can be kept as a side lover and cannot be taken home as a wife..?! He couldn't give me time to at least be something in my life.. So he just married someone else and gave it the name of "majboori".. Was I this easy to leave behind...!! 

Clouds are gathering in the sky. So it is in my mind. Waiting to pour down. A storm or wind, hey its raining, cold and heavy lightening the clouds. 

Poetry

I am wierd . I can't watch a movie in which the lead is talented or gets gradual success or gets both success and love early in life because those movies make me feel so so inferior

Confusion

Post number:47 

Bas aur Saha nai jata..

Ye shor ye dard dekha nai jata,

Sambhal jao, kahi bahut der na hojaye,

Kahi ye haste hue chahre, in gusse wale andhero mai na khojaye..

Chord do na ye jagde wali baate,

Kyu karab karne ye khoobsurat riste aur naate,

Kamzor sa hai mera dil duniya ke aagae,

Kuch jayda nahi bas thoda sukoon aur shanti ye subse maagae.... 



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