Am feeling numb everyday now a days. I really wana go get some life but can’t get up from my bed, want to be in shape and being good looking but never felt from inside to do something about it and having eating disorder as when I get tensed I wanted to eat much. Want to feel love and affection but don’t want to indulge in people pleasing factor. Don’t know what to do
Can’t even come out to anyone as I am bisexual and being in the verge of broke inside and felt like oneday I can’t get up from my bed .