He told his friend that he doesn't want to be in a relationship w me cause he's scared I might stop talking to him or stop being friends w him if things don't work out in the future or we break up and stuffs. Idk how to feel bout this. I understand where he's coming from cause I feel the same but also, it hurts so bad!

I don't think so, but all I want is for us to text and talk. I don't expect relationships too. I wanna text but I think I'm annoying him at this point

If you don't text him 
How will you know 

We used text everyday but then yesterday, I tried replying the way he replies to me and realised I was the one who tried to keep the convo going all this time. So I gave up.

3am Thoughts

I have put colleges from south India ,but I'm afraid there will be discrimination.
Also the language barrier.

Career

Is it me or are the notifications on this site supa slow?

Other

Dating Apps are full of Single mothers hoping to correct their earlier mistakes. 

It's a huge lesson to young girls who still believe in romance, etc. It makes more sense to focus on one's development, skills and self reliance. Being practical in loveprevents them from coming on dating sites ten years later.

Insecurity

Badan hai mithi ka sansy saari udhar hai, 
Gamand kis baat ka - jaha hum kiraye daar hai.

Why is being a human so difficult.
Why is filled with thing that you do that you don't want to do. 
Why are most relationships in life so traumatizing, and by relationships I mean with my parents, nothing over the top. 

Every second of every day my parents are disappointed in me from the bottom of thier heart. 
Yes I was supposed to move out, but I have cat and a dog whom I love beyond anything and love me back. 
And I'm not able to move out, not because I will miss them. Nobody understands those two babies like I do, no one will be able to extend the empathy I do to those two beautiful souls. 
Yes I could take them with me, but finding a place with roommates okay with dogs and cats and the right space and rehabilitation for them might be too much. They have huge garden to play and poop and pee. And my cat is an outdoor cat. 
So I'm trying to stay with my family. 
But every day it makes me want to give up. But how can I leave my babies. 

My parents really are decently nice people but not so good parents. 
I think my father is filled with more ego than love, he needs to be right all the time. 

When I do move out I don't think I ever will have the need or want to talk to him ever in my entier life. 

Parenting

Sometimes all you need is someone who will just listen to you without judging you…🙂



I feel like I'm ready to date someone, but I just don't think I can be in a relationship now🤣 I mean it's to hard to inform/tell your partner of EVERYTHING you do, now that I've been single for so long. Anyone feel like that? 

I don't have best friends or any kind of relationship. i have no one to talk to I have never spoken about my feelings to anyone because I have no one to talk to. I hide my feelings and push them deep down. I think something is wrong with me. I am broken.

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