Having too many broken pieces which cannot be fixed together because they are very tiny! They say everything can be redone unfortunately no one can fix these tiny broken pieces!



I feel bad that I let the world hurt me ! I feel bad that I was kind to them when I was not kind to myself! I feel bad I let them in my life! They were part of me but not anymore ! 

They are happy hanging out all by themselves here I am tortured by those harsh words they left me with 


जया🐚

Listen little one , whisper some soft words to yourself in your ear with much much much of self compassion and love yourself freely without even taking a glimpse of what those fools said to you pity on them … you were made to shine .. and you will shine you seee

Friends

Depressed 🥲

Career

Today he was sitting before me. He once leaned over me. I just wanted to hug him at that point. 

3am Thoughts

Spamming isn't good ! 

Today when I woke up I felt week and didn't even wanna look at my phone the past couple of days have been like hell and I feel like I've been through hell and back and just didn't feel motivated to do a single thing I have felt like someone is watching me the other day I went to a hotel and there were cameras of course but they made me uncomfortable because when I went to change I felt like they were watching me and would always get chills.

Women Safety

I just wanna prove that I can be better than their son
They're partial just because he's a boy and I'm not
Wish I were a guy
I just hate them and their mentality 
it's always him
I always do better but they just pretend to support us both but at the end of the day it's always HIM
I don't have anyone of mine own
Someone who considers me their priority not even my parents
I'm gonna make them regret it all
And karma is gonna just get back 
Toxic household sucks 


Frustration

Toh aarz Kiya h.....

I've one friend and she likes me since june 2020 and asked me out thrice but i rejected her and we're still friends and i like her as a friend but she's soo suffocating 
I'm tired  that's why i applied for university in different state so that i can have my space BUT SUDDENLY I GOT TO KNOW SHE ALSO APPLIED IN SAME UNIVERSITY BECAUSE OF ME AND NOW WE BOTH ARE QUALIFIED FOR ADMISSION I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE...she's sensitive and I don't want to directly confront her about all this.
Pls don't judge me 
Everyday she ask me why are you talking to this person why are you doing this /that even she said you've to give me 12hr daily so we can talk urghh it's irritating 
 

I have a huge issue about argues, i do not like them i above them. I remember my parents they had problems and i used to hide my mother about things to avoid her to start shouting to my dad. Every day i was afraid of that moments of shouts and fights. I was 6 years old and i was able to know that an action may cause a fight. The worst day of my life was the day i had beg my mother to stop fighting and she told me to shut up and said that i cried for stupid things. In that moment she did not care about me, or the day that i locked myself in my bedroom and i was watching tv and i looked through the window, and i found my dad bleeding and leaving home. He would always call and my mother would take the call and hung up. My dad was always there for me. I was 6 years old and i knew everything about my parents. My mother used to use a dating app and talk with men. And then she would blame my dad about very small things. on the top of dad she would throw him stuff and make him bleed. I saw it. I saw my mother going to social services and say that my dad was abusive. Absolutely a lie, i was there my dad never shout at her, never hit her, never. For some reason they never did something. So many time i compare myself to my dad in this situation. Everytime my mom shout at me and she would provoque me, i would stare at her and do not say anything, because i am tired. I cry at night and at the morning i have to smile as nothing happened.

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