Having a girl bestfriend is like having an emotionally unstable daughter that never listens🙄🫡👀

Can't agree lol my girl bsf is too cooperative and listens to me . Yeah she does silly things but that's what bfs do 

3am Thoughts

So basically this app is for heart broken people.😭😐

Anxiety

My love for her wasn’t delusional , 
It was something disguised ,
Although it looked beautiful,
Its a poison eating at me slowly .


Poetry

How to know if your man doesn't relly love you..

You when u see a really cute guy but then never see them again :( 
Like I went on a cruise few days ago and I saw this really cute guy 
We kept making eye contact 
I swear he wanted to talk to me as he was always around me 
Ngl I also tried but chickened out last minute 
But I remember trying to sneak a last look at him just to see him staring at me 🥰 
Wish I made a move tho 
Kept overthinking it till the last minute 



Crush

I have been married for 6 months now. I married to please my parents, because they were seriously stressed and losing sleep and health over my marriage. My husband is a good man. But I don’t love him. I work from home but he has to go to office. I enjoy my lone time home. When he comes back, my fav spot in home is bathroom. We have never went on any trips because of our jobs. I feel jealous of other newly marrieds enjoying their lives and going places. The only thing I look forward is sex. I feel like sex is the only thing that keeps me married. There is no thrill in my life and I watch a lot of porn. I dont like to go back to my home , nor I call my parents or my in laws. I started eating a lot, ordering lot of junks and got really fat after marriage. My husband and myself bodyshame each other and always blame each other for every thing. Even while having sex I think about how good other happy newly weds’ sex must be. I have no good friends nor I try to keep contact with anyone. I feel like im going deeper into a cave with no light or air. Im getting too confortable and sad at the same time. I dont know how I can pull myself out from this situation. I have completely lost any kind of motivation in my life.

Failure

I think too much every possible thought comes to my mind, right and wrong everything, sometimes because of anger sometimes because of kindness, sometimes it feels good but most of the times I want to run away from everything. Am I sick or what? 

Depression

I wish i get to wear the black shiny dress i saw to my way home today 
I wish i get to paint my nails with those sparkly or pastel shades too
Wish i could just wear my favourite skirt out someday too
Just wish i find someone who helps me with all this stuff and would love me for who I'm
Cause i did that to a few people in the past too 
But no one would actually be up, to accept me for the way I'm, the things i like or need help with ever.

I am anxious. Been going through a couple of things lately. Things were almost good and then they weren't. Coming so close to happiness and seeing it all slip away due to your own issues is a painful heart-breaking feeling that I do not wish upon anyone. 
Getting in my own way!

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