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If you or somebody you know is currently struggling, please take deep breaths and reach out to somebody. Here are few resources that may help.
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Have you heard such type of biological mother who threats her severely ill daughter ki dekh mai tera kya haal bnaungi, tujhe to maar dena chahiye tha hmare paise bach jaate, khaana na bnati ho jisse ki bhukhe rahkar dukhi hokar jab beti rone lage to vo usse maar peet sake, na clothes wash karti ho and when daughter cry in pain and beg for a glass of water to haasti ho uss par, apne liye khud shopping karti ho aur daughter two pairs kapdo me ho jo an almost fattne ki halat me ho. Har possible kosis rahti ho verbally abuse aur physically violence ki, this is happening since last five years everyday. I wish to God aise monster ke sath majburi me bhi rahne ki punishment god kisi ko na de. I wish she die lonely and hungry. I’m that girl who is living all this, Don’t know I will be mentally unstable soon aur anything else but I wish she feel the same what she did to me.

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Kaustubh Raj @kaustubh1

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I know how hard it can be…
But as once said if u r going through hell,keep on going!
For that is the only way

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Anonymous
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Its takes toll on physical and mental health. Sometimes permanent, any miracle happen but I will never feel the life same. but you are right buddy, thanks a lot πŸ™

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I’m very sorry you are going through this. I also had a very abusive and traumatic relationship with my mother and after 6 years of abuse and suffering we were able to find common ground and somewhat see eye to eye. I understand the physical and emotional and verbal abuse and nobody deserves that. I understand you feel unstable and you are entitled to your feelings. You have to find a way to cope with this in a healthy way until you are able to be free. You have to learn how to love and accept yourself and know that if you keep fighting for youself you will eventually be stronger than you could imagine. You will develop a strength that most people won’t be able to. You have to believe that it will get better and hope and pray and it will eventually get better. For me, journaling and talk to friends, taking advantage of any small amount of freedom I got, and finding a release helped me through it. You have to use what you have in order to stay sane. You are not alone.

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After reading you friend, tears are in my eyes because mujhe lga koi nhi samjhega. Aisa rarely hi hota hai ki parents and family itni toxic ho but ye hota hai and those who living this know it feels. In my case ager sound health hoti to har possible kosis karti iss hell se nikalne ki. Ek ek din I’m giving up hope on life. I have lost my self respect har vakat humiliation se. I’m severing in anger and anxiety and restlessness. Thanks for your kind words friend, love and hugs to you πŸ€—β€οΈ

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Anonymous
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I don’t wanna give up on my life but it’s badly affecting my mental health.

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Karma @ace_11

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I feel so sorry for you cause i have gone through this and still sometimes go through this problem but the advice i can give you is do the things that you like to do . Do your best to find happiness in small things. Talk to friends ,watch series ,etc. And if you want help i’m here for you ✌🏻

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Anonymous
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Thanks for your kind words buddy, humanity still exists in this pathetic world thats we are still alive. Thanks a lot πŸ˜‡

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Karma @ace_11

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It’s my pleasure 😊

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Ujjwal @ujjwals

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You are handling very tough situation. But you can find a way coming out of it. After some years this problem will be vanished and new one will take place. I am also going through similar but difficult situation than this.

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Anonymous
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I really don’t know because mentally I’m Collapsing everyday. Continue headache, anxiety, severing and trouble breathing. How long I can manage all this.

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Anonymous
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I feel numb and lifeless, donot know how to handle this.

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Ujjwal @ujjwals

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So you are having physical symptoms because of mental health problem??

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Anonymous
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No, physical health is poor from very long but continue mental torture and fear and stress now affecting my mental health badly

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Ujjwal @ujjwals

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Do you have siblings? Are they being treated same? If it’s affecting your daily life activity than you must go for stress buster like running or therapy

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