Have you ever felt like you dont wanna be in a crowd that you're in? Like they're your friends, but somehow you end up feeling even more lonely when you're around them?

Ive known them for sometime. I dk feel close to them sometimes, but other times, it just feels like they have barrier or they're judging me

U r not able to express yourself to them??

3am Thoughts

Nobody gives a damn about me. I am always there for people whenever they need me. And when  they are done with me ,they leave. Im so tired of all this. It makes me sick. 

Depression

Cant stop myself from hating this person

Exhausted

Any nepali here?

Colleague

Well I met my ex today. We had a friendship even after our breakup. I somehow felt that he still loves me. He texted me that " I feel good when you're around" after I came back home. I don't know what to feel. Well he did actually get into a relationship after we broke up but it didn't last long. Idk what to do.

Relationships

this is my first post here so I'm kinda anxious.I just need someone to talk to


Lonely

How to remove loneliness???

Hi!
So, I met this guy, who is really sweet. We have a lot of things in common too. We had a great one month together.
After that, I had to move back home for a few months, so we were doing long distance. One thing I noticed before was that he is a very bad texter, but chose to ignore it, since we’re both doctors and have busy schedules.
Anyway, after about two weeks, there was a death in his family. I immediately noticed a change in his behaviour. Messages and calls were down to a minimum. I did my best to comfort him. After a few more days, he stopped replying completely.
I dropped him a heartfelt message that if he wants a break, just tell me. I called him. No answer.
This happened for about a month. In my mind, it was over.
But after a month, he contacted me again….he wrote a whole explanation about how he was depressed, after the death. He had cut himself off of all friends and family. Was just locked in a room. But now he’s on medication and feeling better.
He apologised for a week and I ignored him. After a week I finally talked to him to tell him this was over. But after listening to his explanation and his meek voice, I couldn’t. So I told him I’d think about it.
It’s been another month after that, and he’s has been sending sweet texts everyday. He’s been calling almost everyday too. I have to admit, I have had long talks with him about the ‘good old times’
I’m really confused now. 
I’m worried people are going to think I’m a joke if I accept him back. But I’m also worried I met be letting a great guy go. What if he does something like this again? I mean, he’s an obvious flight risk.
What should I do?

Boyfriend

Found an app to stargaze which doesn't need compass, since my phone doesn't support Gyroscope. Installed them to see stars in evening. Guess what? Its so cloudy today that I thought it will rain. Neither did it rain nor could I stargaze🥲. Even if the rain had come then I would have danced like a peacock. Both the simple things I wished to do ended up unfinished😮‍💨. Thank you weather🫠.
Elam en neram😵‍💫


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