have been very sad lately mainly due to family issues and fighting. I am just so overwhelmed because of it. It also hurts so much because I have no one to talk to about this. I have been suffering with loneliness for years now and I am just tired of literally having no one.
So my parents used to fight a lot too and it used to bother me…what I started doing was closing my room (not getting in the middle of their fights) and watch a good movie/listen to good songs. I know it’s an escapist behaviour but in that moment, it helped to be in denial.
I know it can be hard to talk to your friends about this but discussing it with someone, really helps. It helps to know that you’re not alone! Even if it’s just talking about it here on Now&Me :)
When both my parents passed away from cancer, our “family” broke. People showed their true colours - my mom’s sisters showed how monstrous they truly are and my dad’s sister well, she was always a racist jerk; just like their parents.
On the flip side, when my mother in law (whom I was very close to) passed away, my in law family shows love to one another, we try and care for each other and I love that about them. Even though we all don’t live near each other anymore, we’re still there for one another.
The best advice I can give is - take care of yourself. Don’t worry about the drama - you cannot control how other people act, do things, etc. Start helping yourself and make your life better - however way that may be.
I feel you! Just be strong maybe we’re going through alot right now but soon everyting will be fine ❤