Have been stuck in this constant loop of temporary happiness. Whenever things get better, there always is something horrible waiting to spoil it. For once, I want to be happy for a really long time without being worried about what can go wrong next. I am definitely depressed and extremely insecure, dysfunctional family and being cheated on for over 7 years have been the cause. I have a wonderful boyfriend now for the last two years, he loves me to death and so do I , but I haven’t really healed inspite of the love that he gives. It’s not fair on him. I really want to find peace. I really want to genuinely stop overthinking.
Hey. Firstly I wanna say that I am super proud of you because you are a really really strong person. I am extremely sorry for all the thigs you had to go through. It is very normal to just not feel happy always. Understand it this way: just like we can not be sad forever, we can’t be happy too. These are emotions, they aren’t supposed to last forever. I know it has been a rough phase for you, but I promise it will all get better with time. You are not at all alone, this platform is for you, to express whatever you feel and I wanna let you know that I am there for you.
Wishing you all the love and happiness, waiting for a reply :)
