Have been avoiding to stay up late from a few weeks trying to keep myself busy all day. But a sudden wave of sadness just hits and here I’m at 2am sad confused still thinking about you where i went wrong, wondering if you think about me too or if you ever loved me or was it all a lie. Maybe it’s just that i wasn’t enough. I wish i was her. I’ll never understand why you did this to me when i just had pure intentions of loving you. I’ll never understand whyy…