Have anyone thought that , you we're never new , but it was just layers of society's Frames and limit's pulling up on you making you slow and drowning you in black tar 

3am Thoughts

I love a girl who is in love with my friend . i like to get over it but we work at the same olace and it kills me to see them. It is not like I dont want them to have fun but I dont want me see it . I would just like to forget her.

Crush

Will you be my hermione ? (Harry potter)

I really want to make him regret so bad for leaving me.

Breakup

So , i broke up with my boyfriend because I was more involved in this relationship , so I told him whatever I was going through because of him, i told him each and everything like everytime whenever he hurted me , whenever he made me feel bad , and it made him emotional he apologized but then he said that I was never his true love, he just had feelings for me so i told him that if he don't have true feelings and he don't love me then we should break up because I can not suffer more it hurts a lot but then first he said that we should continue the relationship , i said if he know that he'll leave me again then leave me right now and he was like it's not what I'm saying we should continue this relationship ....i said that when you and i both know that it's not gonna happen in future ...this is just me who loves you so much then what's the point and he said ....ok then i know it's not gonna happen in future , so we should not waste time , but please keep in touch with me , we can be friends i said ya ok .....
And as we both have opted same courses , he is in front of me everytime and it hurts to him , i can not be friends with him ...i cannot even stay away from him ....it was very tough for me to choose to breakup but now I'm feeling like I shouldn't have done this .....but if I hadn't done this then also I was hurting myself by loving him......
What should I do now .... it's so hard ....he don't even care , he never cared ....it was always difficult for me .... whether to stay in relationship or to leave him .....
And now he told his friends that we broke up , and one more thing recently happened that one of his friends like me , he proposed me , i said no ....so now he's asking me what his friend said , what was my reply and all that ....
i don't understand what he wants .....when I was with him he didn't care ....when we broke up he's pretending like he cares a lot ...and also he told everyone that we broke up ....he is doing all that what he shouldn't do and I'm very confused rn , I'm hurt ...idk what is this going on in my life .....it's so messed up from every side .....

Life doesn’t feel good. Covid has affected my life badly, nothing is goinh right since 2 years. One moment I feel happy that I am doing right things and the very next moment I am back in the same hole. I am crying a lot. I have no inner peace. I have become needy of warmth. I have had so many fights with the person I love the most and I literally have no one rn. My health is detoriating everyday. 

Anxiety

Sad songs about life part 2, Songs that hit you hard when you’re depressed and sad.

Music

Bruhhh someone made a Bumble account with my pics ....tfff that's cyber crime 🙄

I am empty and futile in every corner of my being, even in my unhappiness.

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