Haunting loneliness in the eye, that Skin covering a secret scar
her hand is waving a goodbye
There's no response or action returned.

3am Thoughts

Any horticulture student ❔or horticultural 

Career

Catching feelings is seriously annoying especially when you don’t want to feel that way about them.

Crush

Feeling Low

Lonely

Not well , I lost my pet cat which was with me since the day he was born and I couldn't save him from dying and he took last in my hands and I just can't help it .
The stray dogs attacked him and we couldn't save him at the right time .

Lying to someone as I am gonna die in few years so that he will be with me , is that a sin? But I was not able to live without him. He physically had me for 3+ years and now throwing me as a wastage. I never got a attention from him but I need it for atleast few days for the person I give alott in my life but im afraid to lie atleast I wanted did they care because when I try to give off my life he didn't even call or text. Am I expecting badly🙃

Anxiety

What's some of ur controversial opinions?💡

Life

How many of you will want to get away to someplace secluded with nature and waterfalls just to relax for some days away from the problems of the world 

I don't know if I love my boyfriend. Logically in my head, I think he's amazing, sometimes, other times I think he has so many problems, irrevocable problems. In my heart, I don't even know. I feel like I'm supposed to feel something more. He's my first real boyfriend. We have been kinda fighting recently ( he took me back home to meet his family ( most of them I love, especially his mother)) and it's been a little stressful. I just feel sad now, I don't even know what I'm really sad about. I also feel so worried in my head about him. In my head, I keep going back in forth that this is a person I would want to go on within the long run, the other part of me thinks I should get rid of him soon and that I need to be alone. You know, at the beginning of our relationship he would always tell me that he loved me, I would never say it back because I told him I was not ready. I got too drunk Halloween night and told him that I loved him and all that. Ever since then I would tell him that I love him. I'm not sure if I really mean it. I think he accidentally told me once that he doesn't ( he took it back and never said it again)  believe that I actually love him. As I write, I realize there is so much more. Am I the one with the problem?

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