Has anyone out here felt the same as I feel?
its weird that i love doing certain work but i end up not doing that particular thing for a long time because i dont feel that motivated enough to do anything. And its very hard for me to be rational at this particular time because whenever i fail to complete my task and end up in some ugly mess i feel suicidal. also i know this thing that my death will be a suicide but not a normal death. 

ADHD

Anyone for Chatting

Relationships

I miss that old school love where it was not about segs but the feeling like flames ..now everyone seems to satisfy their physical needs first its primary in a relationship people look for partners who can fulfill it.

3am Thoughts

Every single time I like someone I’m just hurt on hearing that they are into someone else … I’m now starting to doubt myself for not being enough 

Breakup

Soul is destined for the furnace 

What are your biggest dreams/goals/desires in life?

Happy

I kinda just feel alone, I guess/ I don't really know how to explain how I feel. I just want to be enough for the people I care about and I can't even seem to be that. I want to spend time with all the people I have in my life but they're either busy or they just don't want to talk which is understandable. I want to get out of this house. Theres so much fighting and so much hurting and aching and I can't take it. I need to leave. Thats why I wanted a job. My family wonders why I don't want to spend time with them, all they do is bully me and get angry with each other. And my boyfriend can't help me much because he's so busy and I feel like he's just slipping through my fingertips. Im so scared of being alone. I dont want to be alone but yet, I push myself to be alone. My family tells me im too difficult to be around or I make everything they want to do, difficult. Im only a kid. I want to experience things... And whenever Im at home, the things they want to do is just argue. This is ruining my perception of love. My perception of how people should be treated. This is messing with my relationship. This is messing with my mind. Sometimes I feel as though it may be a better idea if I was gone..😭

I want to cry out loud.

Depression

It has proven to not matter to others how I feel and how much I am affected 

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