Has anyone of you ever felt that you let go of a wonderful person just because of your mistakes or immaturity??  Or some other circumstances ?? What's that feeling like ? 

So would you want them back in your life even now ??

No .. i never turn back once i moved ahead ...
Turning back will make things worse.


Unfortunately yes... it hapens every now and then

3am Thoughts

How many of you like Indian songs??

Motivation

The moon in me finds the sky in you.

Hey I am new joiner I need to get more productive to crack my competative exams hope I get some motivation frm here🤗

Education

does liking someone for some time and then not liking them after a few months but still finding them attractive make sense?

If you have BPD send me a friend request because only others with BPD truly understand what it’s like to live with it. It’s not often I meet people with the same thing as me but I figured if we have our little community it should make things a tad bit easier 

Mental Illness

So my guy bsf keep sending spnking gif and all that... Is that normal??😭 Not like some graphic it's like cute ones but still 

Friends

Today was a good day but I didn't feel like myself I am staying with my old roommates feeling lost connection and no sharing is there between us I feel like isolated but don't want to help my friend and just wanting to find happiness within me the gossips and backtalks about the people made my energy drained and the all students asking about the tommorow's questions all the entire day made get frustrated and anger on myself for being class representative of my class feeling what have I achieved by being representative of the class there isn't anything that I have gained or that made me as a person the struggle,the mistakes and the learnings I don't know where that lead me to.The running after marks , faculty finding myself shaping myself running after friends emotion and a very different thing that happened why had it happened what it made me learn is to maintain silence when triggered.The words of people get echoed in my mind.The feeling of not meeting people whom I share emotions.The bonding and the time passed by  not talking to the people I didn't want made a habit of skipping the situations from my life.How to connect how to reconnect staying stable making things happen the way I want the things getting clearer and I need to forgive and forgive to grow but the feeling of building the same connection with the same old friends is draining my energy and the skipping of few instances or my interactions with previous people gets the effect sometimes the first few days I could able to balance and make most of myself to be happy and enjoy the present moment.why there is no one to address me why no one asks me what happened is it due to my behavior of mine in the past with them and how do I make fun of my mistakes so that I get strength or how make fun created Or is it people around me my experiences without me telling or expressing to them.There are still questions arising in me the situations or the past things sends back to normal.Let the light shine and be happy let the excitement the joy by not crossing the boundaries.Is to make people understand that I was hurt sometimes due there actions and sit talk and make friendship happen again.Or just leave everyone everything there bonding but their experiences with me cannot be changed.The same bonding to come back and let Rachana feel loved and connected around the people she is in.let  people in her life get connected and let her shine with her own personality being herself independent of others compliments or loopholes being talked.let her own experiences doesn't get recollected when people around her gossip about others. Is it the time to hold on to things which give resistance towards talking to people.Is it telling her things what happened to her friends when they were not with her.Is that talking to this persons feel me connected to him.Is this online world come into reality.Hope Rachana goes out with people who admire her or she feels comfortable sharing with them. Spends her time expressing her deep emotions and let her self talk her thoughts and feelings openly as it is with having a resistance or some obstructing energy or something that holds her back.What to answer to the people who got to know it a little bit but I didn't want to talk to them about it.Or is this the one who doesn't give compliments infront her but talk about them back of me.I got to understand that people change at any cost according to their choices and times.just say that it happened just like that as usual and they  want to whether or how I am taking or accepting in my life .They want test or want to know about their space in my life.Sometimes it's not the distance make people distant rather the silence or the words make it out.Learnt many lessons from the graduation life and experiences but mostly about Rachana.Yet need to discover or get to know about few things that makes people to be together and feel connected.The many people many experiences need to figure out how to talk how behave and make people know my boundaries where they should know how to treat me . As I learnt how they are to be treated.Is that thing giving more priority to other people than myself.And let others talk action on me by their sometimes a plan sometimes a mocking one or sometimes ignoring me or making me get separated from them or is that my actions which made them to act as they are now.....Do I need to make some kind of impression on them that they talk or text me when we are far apart. 

Insecurity

Is it okay to be alone and not have anyone to talk to?

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts