Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

It really takes time! Like ample time. I have been trying my best to get pass this phase… but everytime i indulge myself in a conversation I don’t know something feels off. Its not that I miss my ex… its just something that’s missing. I don’t know its just so hard to explain!

Yes, i feel it too. Idk what to do about it.

Umm, Even i don’t have the slightest idea! Do you want to talk this out in detail so that I can understand you better! I can use a a little company if you don’t feel pressurized.

Yaa sure, how about you? How bad your breakup?

Mere words won’t be able to describe the magnitude of my last breakup!
I let go of all the memories… but I was sting minded and determined to come out of that toxic relationship. So I did what I had to do. Being that determined really pulled me out of it but it mostly ruined the concept of love for me. But that’s something I am working on right now. What about you ?

Me too. When i think back, i have the most toxic relationship. I suffered with low self esteem. His hot and cold make me feel like im on the roller coaster. It is hurt so bad that when i meet someone else i feel absolutely nothing. Empty. Im so exhausted to start over.

I am very sorry to hear that. I can’t imagine the phases you went through. I am glad you are out of it but at what cost. I guess this is the after effects of being in a toxic relationship. Its inevitable. Losing yourself in the process of being making someone else happy is not worth fighting for henceforth love yourself first and then give the love you give it yourself. I am into poetry and writing… i wrote something… would you want to see it ? Its unrelated to anyone … it was a 2am thought and I happen to capture that thought with ink.

Of course. I would really loveeee to read it. Btw, are you okay now? Much better?

Yes, I am ecstatic at the moment to share my piece with you. Yeah I am fine and I am good. Thank you for asking. And what about you ?

Much much better. Though sometimes im drowning into the memory. But i keep myself busy. So its getter better everyday hopefully after this i will be good.

Yeah memories are the hardest. Its like being in an enclosure where you are chained and these memories keep hitting time to time like a gust of wind that you cannot avoid but withstand questioning your will power.

I am glad you are doing good now. Dont worry time will fix it and and just keep hoping… you never know… lighting may strike anytime.

Im so happy that i found this app and a person like you. I feel less lonely. Do share your poem whenever you feel like it

I would like to confess that the feeling is mutual that there is a person like me who is there somewhere on this godforsaken planet. I have posted the poem under “3am thoughts” or you can just visit my profile to see it. I would really like your honest opinion about it.

I will spare my time after work to read it. Really excited to read it. Hahaha. Im on my lunch break now at new work place. I have no one to eat with me. So at time like thus i feel my sadness is coming again. Idk how many days months i have to face this kind of days.

Sorry for the late reply! Don’t worry! I am here for you. And congratulations on your new job. Do nessage back after work. Then I will listen to what you have yo say! Next time if our time doesn’t clash, I will accompany you when you have your lunch break. Looking forward to talking to you more. Like more more! Hehehe.

I read your poem already. And it is good. I dont have writinf ability but i love to read poems and quotes. I feel like im not into this new job. It doesnt fit me. Hopefully it do not added up my stress. Haha

I can also relate to this. I withdrew myself before it happened to me. It felt like my friends are slipping out of my life… I acted as fast I could. They were really supportive. And I would recommend you to reach out o them… they are your friends… if they cared they will revert back. That’s how it works I guess! Stay strong.

I tried several times bt now they have another frnds nd i don’t want any relationship where I feel like am stucked

Let’s not beat around the bush! We are all here because we feel lonely at times and at times mean most of the time… so I don’t think that’s a solution. I mean if they don’t think then they were not your friends at the first place. Sorry. But try making new friends… it will help you cope with life. It really helps. Don’t lose hope. Have faith in yourself.

And for the record, I have mastered the art of being a good listener. I can be talkative and then go on to be a listener. You can talk to me if you want to. And I really want to know what you have to tell about yourself and your happening life. No pressure!

I can’t imagine the loss that you have to endure for the ones who you cared and loved. Maybe I would have done the same in your position. I hope you get through with whatever you are dealing with in life. Wish I could be of some help to lighten up your mood.

That’s like dying everyday by stabbing yourself not wanting to move on. I hope you are okay!

In Bollywood there is a famous dialogue “The power of one sided love is too much and we don’t have to share only you have the right on it”. A foolish thing to do but if you are in love a wisest thing to do.

Its not reality. Reality hits differently… sorry for being the bearer of bad news. Love is not that simple… its a four letter word but people nowadays has taken it so lightly and just uses it randomly whenever they requires… so it has lost all its importance. Being in love is doesn’t makes you wise it makes you a fool… By fool I mean not dumb or careless… A fool knows how to love and how to balance the relationship… he/she is the one who loves like there’s no tomorrow… and the one who loses everything in the end. Yes wisest when he)she doesn’t repeat the same mistake in their next relationship.

You are absolutely right at one point i know everything what to do what not to do but sometimes we want to became carefree like there is no tommorrow.
Now, i know what to do what not to do but that’s smartness not love. Because it’s gone.