Har koi kisi na kisi kashmakash se lad raha hai,
Koi berozgar betha hai , koi affsar behta , koi paddh raha , koi izzat chahta hai , koi daulat chahta hai . 
Chalo tumai wo mile jo tum chahtey ho

Just a girl with Specs 😊

3am Thoughts

Don't expect for strangers to be always understanding; let us complain sometimes, don't tell us all the wonderful things and butterflies because we don't understand those at the moment, let us cry for what that wounded us. Some of us don't need encouragement.

Any songs suggestions for a good cry?? 

Other

2nd day of our final examinations !! Already done with the first set 😫😩 one more set and im good for today 😰

Stress

Nice


Body image

I used this platform some time back to share my feelings for a guy I fell for who I knew was super toxic. I am happy to tell everyone here that I have moved on from him and that makes me so happy. I am here to tell everyone that if you are having trouble moving on, please know it's possible. Please know that you deserve better and not to be treated like crap. Please don't go back to them in your moments of weakness, talk to your friends, therapist, or even anyone here. It's not worth it falling for same patterns again. 

Happy

hii 
from few months i am feeling very low. i can't understand why my life is like this, i am a girl waiting for my life partner as the only world . i was got engaged. my fiance doesn't show much interest on me to talk every day, even he don't read my whatsapp messages. while we are talking, if i talk about marriage he says don't you have any topics other than marriage.  after engagement he blocked me in insta i asked why did u blocked me.. he said i haven't blocked later he unblocked me. i just convinced myself leave it. after few months he hides me from his story. i didn't ask till now because i don't want to argue about that. i asked him are u interested in this match r not he said, if i am not interested why i will say 'yes' for match? he says me why u always think negative? once he said i don't have much opinion on marriage my mom is forced for marriage during lockdown. i never think of marriage. but i like you but i don't love you, love will happen on time being after marriage. if we talk all now only on phone calls, what will be there to share after marriage? he said. but for me want a partner who can talk with me every day just some time and care me and make me feel me lucky.  as i am engaged unable to drop nor happy to proceed. as it is of lockdown marriage is  postponing. everyone says after marriage he will change. but i don't feel that trust. feeling very very low all the time. i am job less because of this covid. getting cry every day.   

Depression

Day 206 of writing journal entries.

Okay, platonically, I am IN LOVE with this man!! He is so awesome and I’ve only known for like two days but I already want to spend all the time in the world with him. He’s so smart and he’s hilarious, and he understands me in such a way nobody else has ever before. He sees what I’ve gone through and really understands, he gets it. I appreciate him so much.

I had an awesome day today, youth group was very fun and the worship was a blessing. I was told by people that i glowed today and I think it’s all because of him and Him. (God and my friend) I love them both so very much. It was a great day thanks to them. I hope everyone is doing well! I love you guys! ^^

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